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2006-07-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

OO! tell you what people!
I have moved! MOVED! MOVEDD!

http://numbersix-.blogspot.com

please relink~
THANKS!

i assure you..
there will be less FANGIRLING.. D
*i hope.

MORE entries!
MORE pictures to entertain you people.
it will be updated more often. I GUESS...
TIME to go now~

2006-06-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

CAN'T YOU SEE THIS BLOG IS JUST SO DEAD!

no point coming here right?
i don't even bother to update it.

I think i really have to revamp my blog
1. write more about my life (how nice can that be?)
2. post more pictures? (it will be more exciting?!)
3. change the layout.. (something more lively.. like an cafe. lol)
4. PUT A MORE LIVELY SONG!!
5. be mroe creative with my posts.. if not ppl will just sleep reading it.
6. fangirling?! (people grew sick of it, I WILL TRY?)

will be re-vamped in july.
A level mother tongue is coming.. x_X
DAMN!

SHOU LOVES SOYMILK TOO MUCH.. its scary..
{God loves soymilk! Soymilk forever! Soymilk is not dead!} by ショウ ~!

package being sent to japan has not reached.. i am beginning to worry.........

2006-06-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

although the day started with rain, however, the day was not that bad after all..
D' J party at youth park rocked~

there were many cosplayers. anime, jrock, punk, lolitas, mixture....
1 group of cosplayers caught my eye though... know why? alice nine cosplayers.. made me happy for one thing. it was rather surprising as well. cos we saw them outside cineleisure, walking towards youth park~
~took lots of shots of them.. haha. alice nine goodness~

i saw lots of familiar peeps.. zi xuan, zi jun, nelia, ph... my cousin was there too~ with her bf & frens. XD nelia cosplayed nao in yuri. as for me, i was dressed all black.. hair, blouse, skirt, nails, boots, ALL black! joan went there in a red lolita. many ppl took shots of her.. ahahaha..

b4 i forget, there's also hitsugi, shou cosplayers.. haha. quite cool though.. i liked the make up on hitsugi cosplayer. lol. OH.. I got my alice nine hp strap. like finally. its damn freaking nice~ the metal chain.. KWAAHHH!!!

as for my daikon.. it isn't with me! its still resting nicely at my aunt's place. my cousin left it with her to pass it to me.. and now, my aunt's in china. ah.. when will i get my daikon?

oh yea. there were performances.. there's this band who sang all diru songs. lol. i cant remember the band names but all i know is that 2 bands.. 1 sang ajisai & another cassis. ahaha shall not elaborate more though..

I DUN WAN TO UPLOAD PICS!! maybe i just upload them on yousendit[dot]com & you can just dl the pics from there later, once i have gathered all of the pics from my frends.. XD
I LOVE COSPLAYS.. i really wanna cosplay aoi though. its been on my list since last year. hurhur.

2006-06-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

today supposed to study japanese for tmr's exam BUT my uncle brought us out for lunch at my aunt's working place. SUN WITH MOON <- that's the restaurant name. a lovely place w v nice ambience. FOOD oishii! its japanese food. the sweets (dessert) is sugoii. it's located at wheelock place. I took some pics of the sweets with my hp.

after eating, headed to challenger superstore at Funan. cos my uncle wanted to buy software & buy it using my student pass. what a steal! i went to look at IPODs. my dad was considering getting the 30gb. since it was a gd deal? but he didn't cos we were supposed to SEE only.

then, drove to suntec for the PC show. everyone is heading there ne? today's the last day. went to look aroun. search ard for IPOD. we took one last look at the IPOD. my dad was actually thinking of actually buying it. but i wanted a hp. so he dropped the idea. GAH. i rather get a mp3 player than get a lousy hp. which has low megapix cam & low memory card.
*i shouldn't have said anything~ BOO.*

headed out of the exhibition hall. ate ice cream. its 99.5% fat free. & was really delicious. i had green mint, lemon & chocolate crunchy? LEMON WAS SHIOK MAN. it's so sour that it simply JOLTS you when you eat it. the awaking feeling. lol sat outside for quite a while.

then, it was time to look for my boots. my mum actually wanted to get me boots for the D J party. ha.. so happy sia. I was afraid she would say no.. but she said OK. ureshii! but too bad i couldn't find any. but there was this really nice boots shop. WIZARD OF OZ. 100% pure leather =)

after this went to eat my din din. CURRY CHICKEN RICE. hehe. its so nice. its like my whole day, i was eating non stop. hurhur.

as for ytd, i went SHOPPING with my mum. gosh.. bought a lot of stuff! purple top =x skirts, tops, knee length shorts. necklaces. i wanna get a lolita man. no $$ its so expensive i don't even think my mum would get it for me. had a tiring time shopping ytd. the outcome was great. i had new clothes =D

for dinner, we had AJISAN RAMEN. haha. v full man. i dun like cha shu. lol.

D' J party
blouse *checked*
skirt *checked*
boots
accesories
make-up
nails

so far 2 down, 4 to go.
I really need to buy boots. anyone see any nice boots with shoelaces tell me!!
arigatou.

ytd & today night, i was busy saving scans.. woah.. its a lot of scans i tell you. gazette has appeared on so many magazines that its UNCOUNTABLE. as for a9. their latest scans are from neo genesis. gazette i don't know.

ph said i am gazette alicenine saga waifu bass siao.
how true!
however, i still think that among all. i am saga siao more than anything else =x

2006-06-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

this week was remedial week. just that today, I din have much lessons. i was practising for JCS sharing session. it's some dance thing. i am so sorry i couldn't camp in!! 本当にごめんなさい！
we had a hard time practising today. remembering all the steps & such.

so anyway, after practising, had biology review on cell structure. basically it's all about organelles in - structure & function. I have so much to remember. T_T go me.

after bio, was a "trip" to vista point. taufik had his lunch.. geok, liyana, fatimah, dan kor, chye teck & nelson was there. nelson left. we actually asked them to wait for me, MS & taufik to come.. cos they eat finish le.

then. we slowly walk back to sch.
book discussion rm, slacked for a period of time.
went down at 3. see geok, dan kor & chye teck play tennis.
then, was time for JCS camp.

the only thing I got to do was SUSHI. so sad right? i cant stay for the rest cos the gate will be locked & i cant go home T_T sushi making was fun! we got to use our hands. & touch the rice. lmao. i ate a lot cos i was really hungry.. my group was so funny. so anyway. we drank green tea. ちょキモチネ！寿司は美味しいですよ！おにぎり可愛いですね？

sad time, I HAD TO LEAVE AT 7pm. T_T
reaching home, i ate grapes. haha. nice stuff.
CHOCOLATE! i need you now. XD
ice cream wouldn't be a bad idea? =D

2006-05-28T01:33:00.000+08:00

i better blog before being accused by ppl for not blogging.
the week passed like breeze, and holidays are here! eh.. i mean BREAK. this will not be considered a holiday.. with all the work pile up on the table for me to do. Jc life is so stress. not like sec sch life where there is available space for me to breathe relaxingly.

i better not elaborate on the amount of work i have to do. it's neverending.. trust me..

now, listening to ARMOR RING. it gives me a kind of soothing feeling. the feelings shou put into the song, its really nice. that's what a9 is to me. a band that LIVENS up my life through their music. even when i feel stressed. listening to them makes me smile =) i don't just go like a member and claim that i love them, its the music that matters. & a9 does it all.

the same thing goes for gazette. their music catches my heart. its not just about the looks, mind you. I am a type who prefers loud music over soft ones. so their music is like melody to me, although to some, it may be noisy? or whatever la. i wouldnt say i am not atrracted to them, but oh well.. if you think i do, then so be it.

MUSIC rocks peoples' world!

11th june! i can't wait! (reminder: bring camera!) D' J party! jrock bands, cosplays, stalls & much much more. it's gonna be a real exciting & interesting day. PLEASE COME!

GAWD. i have a MAJOR crush on saga =x i don't know why. but i just do. gah. someone save me.

today, i went for RED RAIN's concert. it's a christian rock band. haha. don't know why i went also. maybe just want to experience the atmosphere and stuff. haha. but seriously i was unable to get high until their so called "encore" lmao.

but there's one thing i had to say. the DRUMMER rocks! his drumming skils are WOAH! i keep shouting for him during the last part.. then, after his drumming, they were gone. lol. so i went to eat at geok's dad stall. NOODLES. minced meat noodles. v spicy. i eat until my nose v xing ku. でもね、食べ物は美味しいです！

came back, look at my dad's photos from germany and austria. nice scenaries. i would love to go there too. but 1st, i want to go JAPAN. T_T i really do wish what i said in my pervious entry is being fulfilled *if my parents don't go back on their word la, i'm so scare they do*

then, after bathing, i watched "I not stupid too". I know I am slow. lmao. boohoohoo. i cried. it was so sad la but overall the show was funny. esp the front part. enjoyed watching the show. I WANNA WATCH "FF7: advent children" SOON! lol. b4 i have no time to have life again.

lastly, i came online.
then, chatted, blogged. so yea.
i shall end here.
nights. =)

2006-05-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

been so many days since i last blogged. it has always been like this since i started JC. so please bear with me. i know not much ppl read anyway. so its just blogging for a small group of lovely people neh?

many things going on in sch. sch's fun. although hard work is needed to fulfil it. work work work. i really need a break. june holidays are coming. but b4 that, there's summer test for GP & mother tongue. 2 of my most weakest subjects. MY LANGUAGE SUCKS!

the only subject i have confidence in is geography? but there's no guarantee that i will score well. esp for human geo.. i dun und. lectures at all.. for CHEM & MATHS... i only learn through tutorials.

ah.. PW! the word no JC student would ever want to hear.. its killing us and in fact many JC students as well.. please do not say this word in front of me.. i jus hope he does not reject our proposal. we went through quite a lot.. TAUFIK, DANIEL, ELAINE & SUFI! WE CAN DO IT!!

oh.. i am totally obsessed with a9 & gazette! i know its not good, but i cant help it.. they sing nice songs! I LOVE ROCK!! i'm sending them mail soon.. & each member from gazette & a9 is entitled to 1 small bottle of saga seeds =) *that's to show my love for them.. lol*

saga wrote something which made me really ponder about...
SAGA >> I wonder what is everyone struggling with daily? The members too, surely, now, are struggling with something in the same way.Everyone is absolutely not defeated.During rough times, at any time we rely on family and friends and people surrounding us.If there's no one to rely on to, rely on music.Because we're always going to be there.In order for Alicenine. to be a part of everyone, now I'll do nothing but run swiftly until Zepp.

original japanese >> みんな毎日何かと闘ってるだろ？メンバーもきっと今同じような何かと闘ってる。みんな絶対に負けんじゃねーぞ。辛い時は、いつだって家族や友達や周りの仲間に頼れ。頼る奴がいないなら音楽に頼れ。俺らはいつでもそうしてきたから。アリス九號.がみんなの中でそうであれるように、今はひたすらZeppまで突っ走ります。

he's a guy with deep thoughts.

gah! its 1 am. many homewk not done! geog test coming up. summer test, BLA.
JC is really draining my life away. T_T i feel the stress.
looking fwd to DJ party. --> for me to relax and de-stress.

0624A.. we rock!
*do you see something which i see? saga's b-day!*

//edit* i just fanmailed saga.. in the wee hour of the night =x

2006-05-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

recently i received my copy of zekkeishoku by alice nine. i would say it has really calm and soothing songs in it. and Q! hehe. saga sings in it. =) but i prefer louder songs by a9. where has their vk style flown to? T_T

as for sch. busy as usual. 4 da past week i had one test per day.. tue=geog, wed=chem & chi, thu=bio, fri=gp. then, there is still japanese cls. i shld have dropped out, but its not a good thing, so i continued. ganbatte kudasai!

as you can see my layout is ruki-san from gazette. i just changed it.
&
i still love saga, don't EVER be mistaken.
this is so crazy.

btw, my cousin came back from japan with my daikon plushie! XD i am waiting...
ooh & ytd, i went to the airport! to send my dad off to germany (frankfurt). i hope he's doing well ne.

& i made my parents promise me to bring to japan next year XD
my uncle was like saying, when i was younger, they would go holiday every year la. den now. no more holiday. so sad right? SO I MUST GO HOLIDAY THIS END OF THE YEAR!
and shop & shop & shop!

as my dad will be in austria for 2 weeks. i have to travel to sch on my own, starting tmr. i feel lazy already... *lazy bum* i want a driving license.

i cant wait for june holidays! there's lots to do. as while as study for my summer test, similar to mid years. DJ party- 11th june. i will be there. look out for me =)
& i won't feel so tired physically since my jap cls has stopped.

today. i ate 2 cups of ice cream, chocolate chip mint flavour! its so nice. I LOVE ICE CREAM & chocolate. i dun feel fat. =x

oh. i forget to talk about AIRPORT not airpork
my uncle fetched us to terminal 2. my dad so tense & kan chiong. he walk so fast, den my mum, bro & I still strolling. then, my dad went to check in or something to get the boarding pass. after tht, we headed to mcdonalds. i ate ice cream again =x

then, it was time to send my dad off into the place. exchanged hugs. say goodbyes. then, we went walking around. took skytrain to terminal 1. then the place looks less new. the facilities also not as good. terminal 2 is of course newer.

budget terminal is so freaking new. but we din go there.
in the car back home, we listened to election news!
better not elaborate =x

reach home, watched election news again. PAP had most of the seats. OPP had 2 seats only. so obviously PAP won right?
the next election, i would be able to vote i think.

I WAN MY DAIKON NOW !

2006-04-23T13:46:00.000+08:00

woo. I came back from camp on friday! camp was fun, great & 0624A simply rawks. there was this class spirit going on. I LOVE 0624A!

:1st day:
met 0624a peeps at ard 7:30.. mich suggested we meet at 7am to say our goodbyes to other peeps & such. after that, we left for the foyer & assemble in the parade sq? assembly& stuff b4 boarding the bus with 0611C. we occupied the back seats.. & the back row was singing songs all the way there. we reached soon after, and proceeded to high elements area, since b4 us there were pri sch kids using the campsite.

so we were allocated to our dorms. hut/bunk 13. place bags there. & set off for lunch. b4 we knew, we were already engaging in activities. our first act was basically towers (rock climbing, some free fall thingy, high pole jumping thingy & the flying fox) i din do rock climbing & the free fall stuff cos of my backbone.. *if i din have these i will most probably do them, i guess* the high pole thingy was damn freaking high & participants had to climb up and jump towards (hanging area) which was pretty far. this i din do as well. FLYING FOX. i wanted to do this.. but the time was too short T_T nvm.

so we headed for high elements. everything was HIGH. *i am stating the obvious* I did the broken bridge thingy! wah.. my legs v pain la. cos the thing keep swinging and i dun dare to stop the thingys from moving. it was an experince. & the rest of the items i din participate. the guys were so enthu la. almost everything they participate leh. and seriously i forget everything after our activities. =x

ALL I KNOW WAS : the kelong ppl were KTV-ing all night. hindering our beautiful sleep! their singing was way off!! at least i did have some rest despite their nice singing.

:2nd day:
wake up very early at ard 445-5am. brush teeth, AND waited to die during PT. it was horrendous & really really tough. everything was in SETS. in counts of 30, 20 then 10. jumping jacks of different styles, squats (2 kinds), push-ups, sit-ups(crunches), leg hanging in the air. then, was breakfast. we had mi fen. i always eat so slow la. everyone finish faster den me one.

THEN, if i am not wrong, was activity time.. LOW elements & kayaking. low elements (spider web, nitro crossing, low wall? we only did these 3. SPIDER WEB.. some guys were so strong la. they grab onto the poles at the sides and practically went and jumped from the hole. most ppl were pizza-ed across though. most of us touched the so called strings. & had to minus points. then was low wall. the guys helped the girls up. and then they just climbed up themselves. there was teamwork there. i was observing since i din do both acts.

nitro crossing. everyone had to literally transform themselves into tarzan & jane. lmao. and swing to the platform. our fastest time was 3 mins + i tink. all i know was.. there was pretty much a lot of class spirit when everyone held on to each other to prevent falling. while waiting for the rope, we had to hold onto pails. gosh.. were they heavy.. I HAVE NO STRENGTH!

after all these.. THE TIME for kayaking has arrived!
my most long awaited activity.. it was damn fun la. at first i dun even know how to kayak.. after some practising, i got the hang of it and kayaked thru the sea with clarissa. since she kayak b4, she taught me some stuff.. and we were on our way.. through the whole thing, my hands got tired pretty fast, like they said "bo jiak peng." anyway. everyone had fun splashing each other. way fun.. we would look ard for ppl we knew. but i could hardly use that thing to splash. and had to use my hands. lmao.

the instructors said our group was so far teh best group and decided to bring us further out. wah.. it was so fun. & i din know we travelled so far. & had to kayak all the way back. on teh way there, many dead fishes floating. so disgusting la. dare not even put my hand in the water. the way back was a tiring one. MY hands were so tired that i had to stop once in a while & then continue since i did not want to rely on clarissa to move the whole thing.

after this.. we had field cooking for lunch.. the boys were cooking for us. there were canned mushrooms, chicken curry, sardines & baked beans, & the most common stuff, INSTANT NOODLES. it was not really field cooking since we had bunsen burners.. if we were to do real thing, it will take up too much time.. we have to dig holes in the ground, gather sticks & dry leaves and start a fire from therein order to heat things up, we had to wrap them in aluminium foil. that is a lot of preparation.

let's skip all the unimportant stuff.

to the campfire... the campfire was nice even though we had to sit on wet ground since it rained b4 the campfire. the items put up.. some were full of laughter, some were singing =) some were skits. i cant possibly write out the whole procedure out.. but THERE were no singing of campfire songs!! so sad.

i could hardly sleep on the 2nd day.. my back damn pain la. den if i sleep on one side for too long my bone will hurt. so i keep waking up & sleep again. waking up and sleeping again. then after a few attempts of sleeping, i decided to just sit up. lol. & look ard. most of them were sleeping la. some i duno. cos i cant see a bloody thing w/o my specs on.

:3rd day:
PT again!! this time, after PT, we had to serve breakfast. i din do anything but watched the cups and plates. & watch how they serve ppl. hm.. then we serve ourselves.. all i know is that the milo at camp tasted really nice & sweet. even though it was quite sweet i liked it. then after breakfast, we had to pack our bags & get ready for our final duties. sadly our class kena toilet DUTY! somemore is male toilet. lol. i went in once. wah.. the whole place stink like shit! then we started cleaning up. the guys in our class were cleaning. some girls went in to help out. after quite a while they came out. & we started cheering, singing.. & "welcoming" the camp 2 ppl into camp. haha, those times. were so fun.

we were the last group to finish cleaning & everyone had to wait for us. after much talk, RASALAS WAS LEADING TAURUS! woo. after announcing the champion class & giving them prizes, we boarded buses.. & went back to innova. our class super on seh.. went to KFC & eat lunch. nice bonding time. =) I took a bus home la. I WAS DOZING OFF IN THE BUS LO. so tired, then my stupid bag so damn heavy.. i almost died while carrying it. when i reached home. i started watching anime. and then, I dozed off after watching my anime. & slept til the next morning.. i tink i slept for about 15 hours. so damn tired seh!

2006-04-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

yea! velvet pv is out. & i keep watching it, listening to it, cos its so nice =D

good friday
me went to temple for prayers. actually supposed to go east coast after lunch, but the RAIN was so darn heavy that my parents asked me not to go lo. so i was in my aunt house doing nothing but staring mahjong tiles. lol. my mother actually won 48 bucks! haha. i roughly know how to play, just that i dunno the rules lo. then i ask my dad to bring my cds up.. but din hear them as there was no player for me to use. i went home at about 11++

saturday
meet elaine in hmv. b4 she came, i was exploring ard hmv. den i went to "G" den scan through the rows then, GAZETTE caught my eye! they sell NIL and cassis. but is all the super normal ed la. so its not really worth the money. i tried to find alice nine. but too bad, its not on the shelves. so disappointed, w-inds. album is obviously out already. & i heard keita singing 1 or 8!

elaine came, i tink she wanted to boo me.. but with my ~~super lightning reflexes~~, i turned ard & too bad, she couldn't scare me. lol. we went to cine & walked ard. bought stuff. after that. met mavis at b1 then. we went to eat lunch at yoshi. den we went to heeren & take puri.. haha. i was satisfied with the 1st machine. the 2nd one was not too bad. after that we chiong to cine again to lvl 8 to K pool. meet mavis frens.

at the place we took photos haha. i look so weird la.. my fringe! i need to cut it soon.
den at 5:30 we slowly walk to tuition with elaine & mavis. then, me and mavis act les. haha. so funny la. den elaine took a photo of it from behind. LOL. then we started laughing like idiots. lol. elaine bluetooth the pics to me & i infared them to mavis.

then we sort of chiong to tuition. ahaha. and rot there for 3 hours. den, ate SUBWAY. my 1st time. lol. cos the loaf thingy was so big.. i ate so slow. the cookie is nice. then sit train home lo. overall i had a fun day. =)

TODAY? nothing much happen. just that i missed jx's baptise thingy. i hope she doesn't feel sad anymore.

DAMN. my homewk is not done! GP & chinese! both languages sucks.
& tmr i better start doing maths. b4 i kena triple S again. lol. about half of my class kena triple S together man. triple S can be fun. btw, triple S is detention. haha. i 1st time got detention la. and i failed my maths sia. 10/25. hahaha.. sequences, summation, A.P & G.P are all linked together. which means these 3 topics. you suay suay also must know.

VELVET IS ON REPEAT for countless times.

2006-04-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

OMG! I JUST FANMAILED SAGA!
its like automatic. i clicked on alicenine's OHP. member page > saga & started typing.
gosh. later he thinks who the hell am I, sending one whole chunk of english to him =X

I wrote about the FULL album & how's he been posted more than usual, & also the one man tour, about how i couldn't be there & stuff like that, then lastly, i wished him ALL THE BEST!
WE, FANS, LOVE YOU TOO. *heart*

am i going too overboard? i hope he doesn't freak out or anything.

ok. sch's been fine. just that i was down with fever,flu & sorethroat last thursday. NOW MY FLU IS STILL WITH ME! how to get rid of it. help appreciated. & recently my grandma passed away which saddened my mum & she has not been working for about a week due to some problems.

I LOVE MY CLASS 0624A. we are so united.
& there's lots of homewk. hopefully, I am able to cope with them & my japanese lessons. I really want them to end soon. & officially, my CCA is JCS(Japanese Cultural Society) woo. i am looking forward to the japanese drums & kimono. I want to wear one =)

oh & I so freaking hate PW! I can't think of a stupid idea. i can really go and bang my freaking head against the wall & bleed to death. IT REALLY SUCKS YOU KNOW!
& biology is like tamil to me. I can't even understand mostly everything. then i can bang the wall again.

oh gosh. now its already 2 am. I am still sitting here typing. tomorrow, I am heading to woodlands to do THE RUNWAY PROJECT! its some humanities thing. & our theme is GOTHIC! most probably PUNK. I don't have much materials but I do have BLACK NAIL POLISH! watch out Pan( for your info. Pan is a NAME, & he's.. ya HE is our model)!

after that, I would be having tuition with mavis, terence, bandick, arison & merriel?? near dhoby ghaut(how do you spell) meeting mavis at woodlands.

I REALLY HOPE SAGA READS MY FANMAIL!
& mentions it then i will jump for joy.

oh.. b4 i forget.. PE in JC is HORRENDOUS!! i hope i spelt it correctly! it really is. OMG. but i have an achievement!! I DIDN'T run for 2 years and yet my timing for 2.4 is 17:08! woo. i am happy~ I PASSED OK.. most probably i will be getting an MC again. to be excused.

ok i better go.. later tmr wake up.. i become panda. (cos of my eyes) haiz.

2006-03-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

wah. look at my last post. lol. its 10th march. what's the date today? 24th march. haha.
it shows that my blog is dead for such a long period of time.
hibernating la.

the holidays are over. have bridging lectures all that.. but it doesn't help at all. i still dun understand a single thing. besides geogrpahy. since i took pure geog in sec. sch. then the bio is the worse. the lecturer talk like a bullet train & the notes. all diagrams.. no words lo. liddat how to listen.. its like almost everything we have to copy lo. in the end. the whole lesson, don't understand anything.

later i have to complete my H2 maths assignment. 6 qs. chemistry was ok. AND i have to blog in chinese later.. stupid chinese. i dunno what to write also. tutor just said blog about what you did during the holidays. ah. what?

& PE in JC is horrible. I din run for like 2 years & now i have to run. we ran 6 rounds ard track > 30 push-ups > 30 sit-up thingys > standing broad jump like 16 times.. in between doing. my head was so dizzy until i couldn't hear what my fren was telling me. all i could hear were echos. 1st time PE was so jia lat.

on wed so funny sia.
we went library meet the guys. arison, merriel, enrico, terence book one discussion room in the library. winnie, mavis, elaine & me was there la. then they said they want to watch power rangers. it was so darn hilarious kay? so everyone just sit in front of the comp. & watched power rangers. GO GO POWER RANGERS! the childhood memories...LOL. then later, dunno why the cher come in and ask what were we doing. then, she was like show me or something. then i was already laughing. i tried to be serious, but failed.

so merriel no choice had to show her.. then she say we all how old already still watching power rangers, i was like... why cannot watch lol. then she ask us to leave lo.. then we all stay in the room for very long. until she had to come in again.. then we quickly go out la.. den arison said, she cant watch so she is jealous of us.. so funny =D he even shouted through when the door open lol.

SOMETHING TO ANNOUNCE!
i can see tan weilian & taufik in class everyday.. the winners of jue dui superstar & singapore idol respectively. LOL. no la.. jus that my class has 2 guys who has the same names as them.. so funny. ahahaha..

i tink i can fail my japanese exam in june. i cant even remmeber. haiz. brain cells no more already la. & i am afraid i can't even catch up with my studies. I MAY JUST JUMP DOWN & DIE. ok jk.. i won't be that stupid.

tml going to bras besar there. give bh money for a9 album =) 60 bucks leh. broke!! somemore april is coming.. i can just die. then, going for haircut, after that, MATHS TUITION? yea. 60 bucks nia. same price as a9 album.

a9 is no longer VK! what happen to their style?! *shocked!*
tora san no kami.. looks like the seven swords, the pai nang de hair. lol. i find it so familiar. lol.
hiroto hair so funny.. *laughs like mad*
nao is blonde.. it's been a long time since i saw his hair in light colors.
shou & saga looks the same.

overall i still hate the stupid album cover.. STUPID GOLDIE! *kills PSC*
anyway, winnie receive her copy of "OUTGROW" by BoA. she looks really nice.
& she supports w-inds. =))) I AM HAPPY..

I STILL CAN'T GET SHADOW VI II I out of my head. the tune stays in my head all day.. I LOVE THE BASS IN IT.. but the pv.. a bit sucky.. all their backs.. & that ~~extra~~ girl there... can say this song is my fav song. in "NIL" by the GazettE. ~~stupid~~ name they had since they went major. what a pity.

it will be an accomplishment if I COULD LEARN THE BASS & MASTER IT =x

2006-03-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

haha. its been a week since i last posted. lol
so as you all know i was posted to IJC. so yea. so far.. I FEEL THE STRESS!!

orientation was from mon-wed. my OG(orientation group) v sian la. i only made 1 new fren.. pathetic right? i hate starting all over again.. so the first day.. was full of confusion. the school is huge. there's a track. didn't know where to head to and stuff. but after 1 week there.. i got used to it.. so its of course, easier lo.

so the first day of orientation, we had subject talks.. and all that, and we had to choose our combination of subjects to take for A levels by the 2nd day.. so anyway. i jus got my combi. today. its. h2 maths, chem, geog and h1 bio! what i have to do now is to catch up on my work during the 1 week holi. so i wun be really free.. so i am using this chance to update my blog. which is rather dead.. or maybe already dead.

2nd day.. was full of games.. & i was dying due to lack of sleep. there was this stupid WAR GAME on the 1st day.. cos we were separated into tribes & clans.. yea. the war game was very lame... back to the 2nd day, we had station games.. pretty hiong.. water splash! i kena the "dirty" water..

3rd day.. had another lamer war game. lol. after that.. was the CCA fair thing. i still can't decide wad cca to join.. maybe jus join a slack CCA. lmao.. but there doesn't seem to be any..
4th day.. had lectures. there was assembly.. 98.7fm DJs came.. they were young, carrie chong & shan wee. i hope i didn't spell any names wrongly. then there was this local rock band. but only 2 of them came.. so they played acoustic guitars instead of those rocks one.. and the songs really made me sleepy.. Zzzz btw.. they are called ronin.. never even heard of it..

lastly, TODAY! there were lectures still. and i skipped process skills. dunno whether its a good thing or bad thing. so yea. the stupid maths talk for H2 maths students was damn boring.. dun even know what he was talking about..

oh & i jus came back at ard 7.. so yeah.. that's about it. JC life = STRESS! so you wanna come to a JC please be well prepared!!

2006-03-02T03:15:00.000+08:00

omg. it's march already?

*sweat*

posting results will be known in 2 more days.. hope everything goes well.
been doing absolutely nothing for 2 whole months. i begin to wonder what i did everyday.

damn. why do i always sneeze in the morning.. its pretty irritating.
seriously, my life is boring.
now, i know why taggy's dead.
LOL

i owe 2 ppl layouts.
brain not working.
absolutely no ideas = =

my stupid english sucks.. 4 is below my expectations. ARGH.
i just realised it sucked last week.. neh.. i need to do more reading

japanese lessons are going well~ the numbers o_O are the worse thing.. you wouldn't want to know.. grammer wise, is still ok.. i guess?

gosh. i sneezed yet again..
am i sick or wad?

FD is interesting.. i tink i gonna watch FD 2 this weekend..
just that.. the killings are gruesome..
underworld evolution seems nice.. just that i have to catch the 1st movie.
B4 i forget.. I AM UNDERAGED! lmao

anime days =)
includes song listening.
anime watching .
and obviously crushes =x
(wonder how can one get a crush on an anime character?)
watch anime la.

2006-02-26T16:52:00.000+08:00

ytd's my dad's b-day so yea... since now its past 12 midnight.. hm.. i had a super nice dinner.. madam saigon at liang seah st. vietnamese food.. sou desu! oishii desu ne..

hm.. den went to bugis & bought chocolate cake.. i only like the chocolate lmao.. the cake.. hm.. i dun like cakes unless its cheesecake or ice cream cake.. i am a fussy person..

seriously.. there's 2 words i dun like.. (or rather the meanings)
o1 jealousy
o2 laziness

WHOEVER INVENTED THESE 2 WORDS better be off dead.. maybe he/she is dead anyway.. haiz.. now i am so depressed over stupid things.. haiz.. why WILL I HAVE THIS FEELING? i hate it.. nobody likes this anyway..

i am not afraid to admit it.. I AM LAZY.. yes you heard it.. L-A-Z-Y! this is stupidity.. so? i become so lazy that when i am asked to do something.. i will reluctantly do it.. even reading a ~~damn~~ newspaper is so difficult? ah.. freaking hell.

i'm going swimming later in the morning ..hope i can rebuild my stamina by going swimming every week from now on.. I NEED TO PASS MY NAPFA!
ytd morning.. i woke up.. with aches all over.. even my butt hurts.. lucky when i sit down i dun feel it.. i need to exercise.. i am not a fit person..

can i be trusted? can u trust me? tell me truthfully..
if i cant.. just say it.. i won't get mad or anything..
who am i to you? a normal person? your friend? someone you can talk to?
or someone that you think lowly of? do you even care?

usually someone would definitely be thinking of all these.. how the other party feel about you.. you can't possibly know what one's thinking.. sometimes i even think this way.. i bet you do..
so ppl... do you get what am trying to say?.. or is this just crap to you?

SO ANSWER ME BY TAGGING =)

2006-02-21T16:24:00.000+08:00

yay-ness!
i thought of what to send to saga-kun! XD
guess what? i am gonna send saga seeds lmao

& i came across this site today.. (while searching)
http://www.can.com.sg/content/neocan/en/streetwise/unwind/be_part_of_the_love.html
rofl.. scroll to the bottom and you will see this ..

"View all the Artworks of Love created by our canMembers, using saga seeds in our very first LOVE SAGA CHALLENGE."
EVERYONE LOVES SAGA! XD

http://www.can.com.sg/neocan/en/streetwise/can_book_of_records/can_s_first_love_saga.Par.0001.Image.gif ^this is just so funny =)

i hope i did not bore you.. i am sorry if i did.

hm.. FANTASY SINGLE IS UP FOR DL! i love fantasy.. hail shou..
i am pretty upset with the pv though.. the screen is so damn small.. & there are too many shou.. even though i worship him.. its not nice that there are so many him.. i can hardly even see the rest of the members.. =(
there's this random guy.. anyways. the song is sad right?

today i went to thomson plaza with joan. ^^ we searched for the stuff she wanted.. but there wasn't any.. so she suggested heading to junction 8 & so.. we went there.. & got the stuff wth wanted =)
i am making something for saga-kun =D

at home, i had a wonderful dinner. mum took half day leave & decided to cook ^^
she cooked eggs with onions, chicken with lemon grass & lastly, prawns with veg! sadly, there was no soup! but nevertheless, the food was good. *thumbs up for mum*

plus, i am so SLOW. i just realised mum & shou's b-day falls on the same day
i NEED to get whacked by a baseball bat *ouch*

its getting late.. & i've been sleeping at 2am nowadays.. I need my beautiful sleep.. tmr's gonna be a long day... i totally forget my jap revision today. damn. i better revise them tmr. ciao~

edit// i forget something.. everyone.. do this.. for me =D
http://kevan.org/johari?name=amanda89
THANK YOU! XD

2006-02-20T14:03:00.000+08:00

i am obsessed with shou's lyrics!
i am fascinated by reita's bass skills!
i just simply adore saga a lot

i am still pondering on how hectic my life would be when i enter a JC. would it be tough? difficult to cope with? i just have to experience all that myself, & overcome the many obstacles that are thrown to me.
after all this. i may just think back & ask myself..
is it really that stressful? that tough?

i just love the way shou writes his lyrics.. take yuri wa aoku saite for example.
http://wareta.net/akatsuki/lyrics/yuriwaaokusaite.html
^ read this.. credits to http://wareta.net/akatsuki/
you will know why.
& i can tell shou is pretty obsessed with flowers. ahahaha.
if you think jrock is just crap. think again.

i just realised fantasy & akatsuki single will be out 3 days time.. lookin fwd to it XD

与えられた　言葉は皆無　折れた翼　引きずり空を見る
There were no words that I could give; with broken wings, I see the alluring sky

lala. went to chinatown today.. very bright. place changed a lot since i last went.. dunno how many years ago.. many street stalls. good food. old folks playing checkers? things goin at 3 for $10!
as usual, my dad went to his favourite vcd shop.. that's always the case.. once he see a vcd shop.. he will head there.. so its kinda a usual thing.. until we got bored. anyway, they have nice paintings on sale there..

i hope hmv imports gazette & a9's cd soon =)

2006-02-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blog leh. my life is too boring.

i changed my layout from jui > words..
all about blasting ppl's heads.
its from kulon -nine heads rodeo show- , the last sentence shou sang.
pretty obsessed & feeling ~~violent~~

i heard arena mag SOLD OUT !
i thought of getting it. and now its sold out? ah. dun make me scold vulgarities.
^%$#@

now.. all i do is go through lj friend's lists. then, head down here, reply tags. b4 going to other ppl's blog to read & tag.. pretty boring life. books don't interest me. =X & i am supposed to read newspapers. but do i care? I have to read them anyway. sooner or later.

I NEED A LIFE!
do you have one?

for dinner i went to this pow sing restaurant? please dun ask me what is that.. lol the food oishii desu! esp this fried tofu thing & of cos how can i forget SOUP! fish maw =) at serangoon garden there.
then walked to NTUC & buy things.. & that ~~stupid~~ teenage magazine to kill my boredom. singapore mags are so boring! i wish i could read jap interviews. =D

oh b4 i forget..
w-inds IT'S IN THE STARS pv is out out out !! you heard me it's already out!! i downloaded today & watched it several times. the song is nice i love it XD
but the part "it's in the stars" was sung like 15 times.. pretty irritating. but it kinda suits the song..

that's what we are learning in jap class now!
まえ(前) - front　
うしろ(後) - back 　
うえ(上) - top/above
した(下) - below/under

なか（中）- inside
そと（外）- outside
となり - next to
あいだ - in between
そば - near

& the translations of animals that are not so important.

i haven really revised yet! i have to do it on monday i guess..
& i have to think of what to do for saga.. *dies* currently i have no freaking idea.. for his b-day. since someone suggested =) & for shou too..

i need to head to the beach with my camera soon..

2006-02-16T02:23:00.000+08:00

here I am again! blogging at this hour.. which is around 10 am..

my stupid living room light seems spoiled.. it keeps flickering like mad.. & its so damn irritating! i wan to off it.. budden.. later.. the living rm will be so dark.. i cant see a thing =X at least one of the bulbs is working.. if not i can jus screw the whole light.

i decided to off it.. its getting on my nerves.

i love 4 tracks from NIL album ^^ i have been listening to it everyday @@
o1 nausea & shudder
o2 生暖かい雨とざらついた情熱
o3 SHADOW VI II I
o4 体温
hee.. XD

& recently i got addicted to kagrra, lol. every morning.. i will listen to kagrra, 1st. =)

maple is under server maintainence? maintainance? lol. its maintenance! opps. its not under maintenance.. its server update.. & its gonna last for 2 long hours.. i gonna feel v bored!

oh & i submitted my JAE thingy earlier this morning instead of ytd.

100% boredom.

ytd's jap lesson, sensei talked about v. day & white day.. and i remembered the facts wrongly.. = =;; anyway.. its the girls who give the guys chocolates. on v day. & the guy will "return" it on white day.. ya something liddat.

and ytd jap lesson was quite chim.. i was half sleeping.. o_o too tired.. i almost knock out in the train.. the lady in front was kinda staring at me.. & there's this couple sitting beside me. pissing me off.. to think they din do anything ridiculous.. in fact they were quarrelling over stupid stuff.

// God save me,Ｉ believe my way.
quote from shou-kun's entry,,
i dun "understand" the whole entry.. even this i have a problem.. since i dunno wad he is writing about..

//ライバルは倖田來未です。
quote from saga-kun's entry
haha.. its stupid. it translates to " My rival is Koda Kumi." what a dork XD

^^

ah.. stupid blogger. what is the meaning of this?
Could not connect to Blogger.com. Saving and publishing may fail. Test connection now.
I think i better ctrl+c later..

ah. there's nothing to blog about.
v.day was crap =X

2006-02-15T05:21:00.000+08:00

hm.. i am considering to go JC lo.. cos i wanted to go University mah.. so go JC would be easier to get into a uni.. I MUST REALLY WORK HARD!! go me =)

i still have to choose subs.. i am considering geo, physics, chemistry, biology, maths.. & economics.. cant really decide which 4 though.. i have a lot of doubts to enter a JC at first.. cos i think too much.. like:
o1 cant make it..
o2 v stress
o3 PE & all that.. i am not a very sporty person

& i still have to take chinese ._. sian leh.......i dun feel like taking chinese lo.. sick of it.. but no choice i have to.. & i scare i cannot cope with my jap classes!! T^T

later have jap class.... haven do homewk = =;; mus quickly do le!!
\\ like nothing to blog leh..
; ooh. & i haven send my JAE application yet..

hm.. i think i going to send now! *nervous*
tata~

happy valentine's day! I AM SINGLE & i am proud of it ^^

2006-02-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

i got tagged by vivan.. so i guess i will jus complete this "form" LOL

(7 things that scare me)
o1 COCKROACH!
o2 lizard
o3 butterfly & moths.. yes don't ask why..
o4 ghost. spirits?
o5 no friends?
o6 bad people
o7 no idea..

(7 random songs)
o1 Shadow VI II I - Gazette
o2 Reason - Nami Tamaki
o3 Nausea & Shudder - Gazette
o4 Mugen no Hana - Alice Nine
o5 Kulon-Nine Heads Rodeo Show- - Alice Nine
o6 Yakusoku no Kakera - w-inds.
o7 Cocktail -Hysteric Blue

(7 things I like most)
o1 internet
o2 friends & family
o3 jap songs.
o4 jrock magazines
o5 money $$
o6 o_o
o7 ^^

(7 important things in my bed)
o1 bolster!
o2 blanket
o3 pillow.
o4 nothing
o5 else
o6 already?
o7 lol

(7 random facts about me)
o1 is a jrock fan. *that's so RANDOM*
o2 is skinny but wants to be fatter..
o3 slow?
o4 not fast = = ;;
o5 loves soups
o6 laughs funny
o7 -

(7 things I said most online)
o1 yes?
o2 yo
o3 lol
o4 rofl
o5 lmao
o6 XD
o7 ^^

(7 celebrity crushes)
o1 saga
o2 reita
o3 -
o4 -
o5 -
o6 -
o7 -

2 nia.. suppose to be ONE only..

(7 qualities in a friend)
o1 no lies?
o2 caring
o3 understands herself & me
o4 no backstabbing
o5 lend a ear to me? lol
o6 a joker . mostly aren't anyway
o7 true.. to friends..

(7 people to do this "form")
anyone who wants to do this can do it..

GOOD! its done.. my dad came down and scolded me.. = = ;;
i wonder if i am happy now? guess not.. i still dunno how i feel..
boy.. someone tell me..

let's go beach ^^
i really want to..

ARENA 37 special mag.. where are you?
i bought neo genesis spring 2006 ^^ feat. a9 & gazette

collect O level results today..
how do i feel? shocked. unexpected. disappointed.
so many choices = too many headaches.

actually tmr supposed to go see chinese doc one.. in the end.. mum changed it. instead we're going to my uncle's house! maybe i can get some good help & advice from there on what course to choose in poly.. so yea~

computer is lagging!
so irritating.

better go sleep now.. getting LATE.. or rather early. lmao

2006-02-07T16:21:00.000+08:00

gawd // o level results will be out on friday.. which is the 10th.. i am nervous..
no matter how hard i pray... i guess i can't change the marks on that piece of paper.

what should i do?

i received my JAE letter.. everything is to be done online..
and the booklet will be given to us on that "fateful" day.

what a fine day today.. *bullshitting*

oh.. and my maple lvl is 33.. haha. cleric rocks.. unfortunately.. i keep dying.. i tink i will die twice at each level.. which sucks i know.. i wonder how some ppl can play til so high level.. pros at maple..

i have something to say.. NIL album is up for dl.. precisely... the album is not released yet.. so you ask me how can it be up for dl? i dunno...

i seen part of w-inds. pv in GIF form.. its nice.. that's what i think.. haha.. i wan to see the pv.. ^^

& i have been doing nothing nowadays.. absolutely nothing to benefit myself.
its true.. you gotta believe me..

I WAN TO HEAD DOWN TO THE BEACH!! XD
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its best that i go with ______ !

ahahahaha.... me and my fantasies.. ^^
*smacks self*
oops.. please ignore that..

SOMEONE accompany to the beach.. please D
it is needed to de-stress, & to enjoy the soothing breeze.. while looking out at the calm sea.. its gonna be so peaceful *w/o the kids screaming of course..*

2006-02-05T14:40:00.000+08:00

the infamous headache pose!

-end-

2006-02-02T16:40:00.000+08:00

//edit
06/2/1 (水)
御陰さまで1月25日発売［九龍-NINE HEADS RODEO SHOW-］がオリコンウィークリーチャート初登場22位となりました。ありがとうございます。
^ its stated above that arisu is at 22nd place in the latest oricon charts.. omedetou gozaimasu!
http://www.oricon.co.jp/rank/js/w/
//end of edit!~

its been a while since i last posted ne? ^^

CNY holidays are over.. as usual i went visiting.. i shouldn't have wore my high cut sneakers as taking them off and putting them on are such a hassle. i rather be barefooted..
haha.. usually i always prefer the 2nd day..
as visiting my mum's ex GM house is such fun.. lol.. basically.. the house has three floors.. and a basement.. so if you can visualise it.. its pretty huge.. oh.. & there are many rare? birds over there.. i have seen kingfishers.. (blue back, with white chest!) its pretty. & there's another one which has a white head? and brown body.. its really beautiful. ^^

my cuzz.. she video me wearing my high cut sneakers.. lol.. she said i took 1 min & 36 seconds.. i have such wonderful memory.. (i dun even know if i remembered correctly.. lol) i think she took many photos as well.. i should ask her to send them to me.. and maybe i can post them here for ya peeps to see XD

oh & she knows i like gothic stuff.. & she says she will prolly see me in goth makeup.. she said she cant wait to see that.. i wonder when that day will be.. hahaha.. depends.. on me? keke

is it possible to go disneyland/disneyworld? 'cos my uncle (which is my father's cousin) mentioned it to me & asked if i wanted to go? lol. i dun even know if he's going.. & that he will bring me of course.. haha. better not push my hopes too high.. ^^

ARENA 37 special -> features arisu..
neo genesis spring 2006 -> features arisu!!
buy or not buy? i gonna be broke..

+ arisu is coming out new singles.. fantasy & akatsuki.. for each single TYPE A is S$35.
^ so total would be S$70.
& arisu has a full album coming up.. which is S$65 for limited edition press.. GAWD.. i am not gonna miss this!

as for gazette-san.. they have changed their name to "the GAZETTE"! it seems pretty weird to me.. i prefer katakana gazetto.. XD they are coming out a full album in a few days time!.. in exactly 6 days.. i have no money T_T

.. w-inds. no sannin wa.. its been months since i last talked about them..
they're coming out a new single!.... its called.. hm.. chotto matte ne.. "IT’S IN THE STARS"// sou desu.. w-inds. is going retro.. i miss them during their younger days.. XDXD

its getting late.. i am always posting at "weird" hours!
bye~

b4 i forget... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RUKI-san!

2006-01-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

its gonna be 2 am here soon.. i am still awake.. waiting for kulon pv to send finish to nelia~
kulon pv.. is v dark... i am not too sure about the lyrics though.. but judging from the pv.. its rather dark.. *i am repeating myself*

2 more days till CNY!! hong bao collecting time~

i bought emily baggie.. its black and red.. ^^ & this purple rose.. it has feathers = =;;
2 more skirts from sumairu..

O level results coming out on 6th feb.. that's what i heard.. its so irritating.. usually it would only come out in march.. then they change it to mid feb or late feb.. now its early feb! this is killing me!! i am worried, nervous & afraid...

CAN I EVEN MAKE IT TO A POLYTECHINIC?

i need my beautiful sleep... i have dark circles which are so obvious.. maybe i am mistaken for a panda? lol

slacking too much is no good for the brain.. it needs to be motivated all the time.. so that it can work.. but what am i doing now? slack everyday.. doing nothing.. except stare at the computer screen.. is this good? absolutely not.. I NEED SCHOOL!! but once i am in school.. i will hate it.. what can i do? life is like that.. we are all here to suffer.. who's gonna help us? we have only ourselves to depend on..

am i making sense?

2006-01-27T06:30:00.000+08:00

even though kulon -nine heads rodeo show- pv is up.. i CANT SEEM TO DOWNLOAD IT!! the stupid thing just stops halfway.. T^T
& also.. many ppl upload it.. but it gets blocked after a while O_O
now i cant even dl.. ;_;

GAH!!

my mum's at home today.. she's been vacuuming da kitchen ^^
while i play comp.. lmao.. anyway.. i help her keep laundry and fold them..
my brain is half dead.. i need to go to school ......

later i am heading down to bugis.. to buy skirts..
after tht.. meet nelia for japanese lessons. i FINISHED MY HOMEWK YTD NIGHT!!

lalalalalalala...
I HOPE SUMAIRU STILL HAS SKIRTS IF NOT I SO GONNA SCREAM!!

pointy boots are v ex.. no $$
KULON ROCKS

2006-01-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

edit//
saga updated his profile thingy.. everything seems different. O_O
no more sadistic? ROFL
he gained weight ^^
his tastes changes pretty fast..
end of edit//

OMG! arisu 9 OHP is updated! (layout, the singles information is up too ^^)
*dies*

GAWD > saga is showing off his stomach again O_O
kyah~ sexyy`

& their akatski single.. reminds me of an cafe.. ROFL.. i dunno why o_o
maybe is the color of the costumes and the style >.>
saga & nao seem to be looking in the same direction.. who knows what.. tora , arms crossed.. eyes down? it looks as though his eyes are closed. lol .. pon & shou.. infront? they seem to be staring.. X3

ahaha.. i like shou in fantasy! cho nice~
tora has this funny face.. which i dunno how to describe.. pon.. looking that way? eyes funny..nao is always LOOKING that way.. saga -> same pose all the time.. hand up there.. head slightly tilt.. eyes lookin' towards cam.. lmao

i wanna buy PSC tour dvd.. its gonna cost 120 bucks? not sure~
no $$$.. i heard there are 2 discs + a bonus disc.. with backstage footage.. wad's more its all the bands & myv.. i am -killing 2 birds with 1 stone-

a9 OHP shouldn't update the layout at this time of the hour.. making me so hyper ^o^ & unable to sleep.. rofl XDXD

NOT FORGETTING.............
i have to practise my japanese.. there's homewk..
i better not get distracted ;_;

should i buy a9 singles?
there is not much cash at hand T^T

I DUNNO WHY!! I CAN'T GO IN LIVEJOURNAL COMMUNTIES...
;_; T^T ,T________________T

a few minutes later...

i have finished listening to the previews.. it sounds a bit weird to me.. but i guess.. after a while, it will sound pretty fine to me i guess.. jus like kulon. rofl.

TODAY i was at bugis.. went to sumairu.. damn.. there's new stock~ and the salesgirl said it was coming on wed or thurs? *dies* i am getting skirts there.. maybe one more top ^^
i should prolly head down to the fareast lolita shop as well.. hopefully.. i would be able to get a lolita there XD. but its impossible once i look at the price.. rofl.

hm. my japanese lesson today.. was chim chim chim.. too many questions & answers.. how to converse & stuff.. i felt a bit sleepy as i kept yawning throughout the class. lol. its like kore wa nan desu ka? kore wa dare no hon desu ka? sore wa watashi no desu. AHHH.. i better start my homewk tmr.. b4 i forget everything when i look at a9.. XD

oh & today i ate yoshi once again.. this time i ate the tori karaage? i dun even know how to spell it.. its probably wrong.. anyway.. the rice with the sauce & the sprinkly chilli. lol. miso soup is nice.. i love miso soup.. i dunno why.. but i have a thing for SOUPS..

ok i shall stop here. ^^

2006-01-24T05:25:00.000+08:00

my stupid modem spoiled.. now i am using my previous ASDL modem.. which disconnects w/o reason sometimes.. but overall is still ok.. better den using a 56k one.. which is super duper slow.

i missed out on so many stuffs..
OH I RECEIVED MY ALICE IN WONDER FILM! XD
on the 20th jan.. ><

while watching it.. i did not even scream whatsoever..
SHOU IS GOOD. ^^ his vocals rocks. his hand and leg movements.....................is weird.
hiropon is damn hyper.. sweating a lot = =;; *he looks so much like a chipmunk cum squirrel*
tora-san.. hm..... he's hot.. & very emotional.. *poor guy, he cried.. T^T*
nao-san.. he's right at the back.. and when he looks at the cam.. he's so cute.. just like pooh-san
SAGA-SAMA.. XD well, he's hot.. duhh.. lol. not to forget sexy.. & he lick his bass like 3 times >.>

stupid me.. i have yet to send Saga-sama a fanmail.. which i said i would send him with questions.. ahahaha.. some of the qs are rather lame. i doubt he will attend to it and answer them.. lol. *once i have sent him, of course*

an avatar i made a while ago.. it features hiropon & saga-sama.. (mostly pon though, since his face is so big)
*dun kill me please*

i hope my blog doesn't screw up.

i jus heard my results will be out on the 7th feb? not really sure also.. *dies*

& 2 more days til the release of kulon-nine heads rodeo show- single!! XD

2006-01-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

gosh.. i am excited` ^^

ytd jap lesson was a bit confusing.. but i got it.. *i hope*
ko re , so re & a re...
これ､それ　&　あれ

葬園-名も無き君へ-
i love this song.

the feelings will never change.......

I MASTERED MY HIRAGANA!
XD
*except for those kyo, sho, ja, all that*

I dun like singapore magazines.. inside. all chinese groups... if not english groups. haha. even if there are jap ones.. it will usually be ayumi or BoA..
now DBSK and rain are getting popular..

gazette went major on the 7th dec 05... meaning that.. there will be a chance that THEIR STUFF WILL BE AVALIABLE IN HMV? i dunno o_o *crosses fingers*

I wan jrock accessories.. which includes choker, wrist thingys, necklaces, earrings & so on...
oh . btw, i haven pierce earholes!! i want at least 3 more rofl.. but my mother ah... i dunno wad to say.. she scare i will faint O_O *i fainted twice, i guess*
^the feeling of fainting is horrible..

百合は蒼く咲いて
another nice song
^ACOUSTIC GUITARS!! *i am not wrong, am i? i am a bad listener*

both hiropon & tora-san play acoustics!
saga's bass is unhearable~ *am i hearing wrongly, i may need to get another pair of ears*

it seems that only in loud songs, his bass is hearable..like...
闇ニ散ル桜 & maybe this, 白夜ニ黒猫 one more... 九龍-NINE HEADS RODEO SHOW- which is not out yet~ & most of their first album songs ^^

seriously i prefer arisu loud songs.. ahahaha.. *which is the reason why i like givuss*
and i usually prefer loud ones in fact.. there are exceptions though..
i like ballads as well.. ^o^
i like the sound of guitars, bass and drums all together *rofl*
^sorry. i am talking rubbish.

lala. i better stop here.. i need to get some food.. if not i will starve..

2006-01-19T10:02:00.000+08:00

i am very tempted to dl the clips from a9 dvd that someone posted!! in the end i did.. rofl.. but I AM NOT GONNA WATCH IT!! mus REN !!

I just dl for safekeeping.. so i can watch it.. after i get my arisu dvd. it also helps.. so i don't have to ff the whole thing to that section! SOMEONE PLEASE RIP THE FULL DVD ^^

i love a9~
*obsessed*
*dies*
*dead*

gosh~
one of the clips dl finish liao.. XDDD
*cannot double-clicku*

I MUST RESIST TEMPTATION!

where is my arisu dvd.. T^T
*clings onto the pole & cry*

ARISU DVD!!!!! DOKO DESU KA??
*i sound mad.. like a desperate freak*

I am jealous of those who has the dvd right now.. T^T
*envies*

2006-01-18T05:09:00.000+08:00

i just made a shocking discovery!

nami tamaki is only a year older than me... rofl.
http://www.smile-co.jp/nami/profile/
^this says so..

her profile as follows:
玉置成実 (たまきなみ)
出身：和歌山県
生年月日：1988.06.01・双子座
血液型：O型

*dies*
meaning she's only turning 18 this year~
XD

2006-01-16T13:21:00.000+08:00

ytd.. went to temple to pray. after tht, went to my xiao yi house.. den I play my music *j-rock* my xiao yi say v noisy.. *%$#@!* nvm la. dun blame them

then, went home.. bro went for chinese tuition. then i at home use comp.. til about 6 plus? then went on my journey to buy clothes.. hurhur. my dada allow me to hear my j-rock.. if my bro around.. he will fight with me.. T^T. lucky he's not around.

yup. then my mother bought shoe! its pink-ish purple.. quite nice. is high heel.. she's always buying shoes. lmao. then met up with my dada.. then went to the edge lo.. there all young ppl. then my parents with me.. i feel abit funny. lol. but after tht it was ok.. *din buy any clothes from there though*

so went down.. to this shop.. & tried on this knee length shorts.. its army green in color.. but to me looks like brown.. to my bro.. black? lol. yups.. after trying.. walk around looking for clothes.. went into this shop.. the clothes are so ex! so decided to go out..

so headed to bugis village after tht. cho many ppl.. place was damn squeezy.. heng there was no pushing.. went up to the 2nd floor. looked for clothings.. all not v nice leh.. then i notice sumairu has 40% off. so went in there and see lo.. the sale is til 28th january.. i think.. so its quite worth to buy.. if not the original price is so ex.

I WANT PURPLE ROSE!!! must be something like saga's one!

here's the photos of my CNY (new) clothes.
the stupid blogger! if you wanna see. feel free to pm me in msn! lmao

2006-01-14T06:35:00.000+08:00

lala. my layout is changed! keke..
I LOVE RED! lol

ytd was my 1st japanese lesson with ohata naoko sensei.. she speak english very funny.. then ah.. she keep speaking in jap to us. most of the ppl there are like 10 years older than us.. o_o

what we did.
o1 intro ourselves in jap.
o2 write hiragana
o3 say common phrases like good morning & so on.

there will be a hiragana test next week.. i better go prepare on sat/sun..
ganbatte ne! XD

I need a song for my blog~ rofl. maybe don't put.. see how la!

where is my alice in wonder film!! T^T QUICK COME HERE! please dun come in a sampan..
the pv is not inside.. cruel cruel way to torture fangirls.

so anyway... tmr i going to pray.. where? temple lo.
GAH! i realise i din have gradation pv preview.. & i asked nelia to send me ytd.. WHY MUST IT STOP AT THE PART WHERE SAGA IS SITTING THERE!! %$@&*
btw shou look pretty` nao has blonde hair~ hiroto...no comments... tora is hot.

if u still haven realised yet! i really really love my layout a lot *smiles*
^^

2006-01-12T06:58:00.000+08:00

lala // 1 more day to release of alice in wonder film. & japanese classes.

currently i am still slacking in front of the comp... i better go and memorise all the hiragana & katakana! i am so freaking lazy` lazy bum.. *whacks self*

toguro by gazette is nice rite? its my bgm.

i haven ate since 10 am.. am i a god or wad.. i better go eat something.. if not i will suffer from malnutrition & faint yet again.

movies i have seen..
o1 KING KONG
o2 Wallace & Gromit : The Curse of the Were-rabbit
o3 the chronicles of narnia: The lion, the witch & the wardrobe

1 King Kong was alright la.. but it was rather draggy.. it lasted for 3 hours! gosh...
i watched the 1933 version as well. it was super hilarious.. due to the weird movements of kong & the dinosuars.. btw.. my dad say they were puppets..
2 Wallace & Gromit very funny... its good to laugh once in a while..
as for 3 Narnia.. its about 2 hours plus. quite exciting.. its about this kids who discovers the wardrobe to this place call narnia.. & their adventure begins..

btw.. the shadow VI II I pv preview is out on BARKS! go watch it..

oh.. my christmas presents!! * i forget* THANKS ZI XUAN & DENISE!
*i should take a pic of them someday + my tofu hiropon, kitty, gloomy bear, nightmare b4 christmas stuffs, pooh thingys & this cinnamoroll thing*

& o results will be out in mid feb! its coming isn't it.. scare... dunno if i will do well not~ i got a feeling i will not.. anyway, my prelim results was crap.. so i don't think O result would be better.. if it is.. it would be a miracle then~

i have yet to decided what course should I take in poly.. i am more keen to business & design courses.. maybe even 1 IT course (the one which has to do with business) i can't make up my mind.. plus i have to see my results first b4 i am able to choose x_x

oh crap.. i owe my fren a letter.. its actually half written.. but my handwriting is so ugly.. i guess i will rewrite the whole thing.. & delete some unwanted stuff.. sorry winnie.. you gotta wait for it ~ o_o

chinese new year is coming..............................................
IN 2 WEEKS TIME!!

2006-01-09T07:50:00.000+08:00

everyday so boring.. no work no school.. I seem to be saying the same thing over & over again. might as well don't blog.

I am obsessed with gundam seed destiny.
I like nami tamaki's songs..
o1. destiny
o2. reason
o3. promised land
o4. fortune

her albums can be found in hmv.

oh.. i went out on fri! with nelia, zi xuan & 3 other peeps. we went to a lot of places in orchard. we went into galleria.. i cannot find nina ricci. T^T ph say she saw.... i din see. i must be pa jiao.. T____T

oh ya.. me nelia & jie learning drums from sam.. but i rather learn bass. rofl. anyway.. drums are fun.. XD

oh boy.. I SAW a9 -nine heads rodeo show- pv preview! & i kept repeating it just now.. YT say later my winamp spoil.. hehe.. that song is so nice.. love the starting part.. now i like the shouting part too~ ^^ then.. what I think la.. got too many SHOU!! cannot even see my saga.. the rest also very little.. shou da most! *jx, you good la*

I CANNOT WAIT FOR -ALICE IN WONDER FILM- TO BE OUT!! my 80 bucks...
*left 4 more days till release + 3 days shipping according to yesasia*

I wan my anime songs!! where are they?
*cries* anime songs are so nice..!! anyway, i like them b4 liking w-inds. lol

I AM IN LOVE...... lol. with who? you slowly guess la..

2006-01-07T05:25:00.000+08:00

GOSH! i am sleepy.. how? i feel like sleeping until march comes....

my mother dun allow me to pierce more earholes!! why? 'cos she say i will faint lmao

my hair is so short now! waiting for it to grow again.. i should have jus told the hairdresser i wan to keep long. lol

HOT! now the weather is soo hot. gonna die of dehydration.

my wallpaper is bou & teruki. and there's some group pics at the top... nice piccy..

meeting zx & nelia at 2pm later. at orchard mrt.. why orchard? so many ppl!

a9 dvd is gonna be release.. in like 6 more days.. woot~
by then.. my jap lessons would have started since it falls on the same day x_x

I WANT TO GO JAPAN! *someone pack me in a box & ship me there!*

2006-01-04T02:48:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG LOOKS DEAD!

anyway.. tmr i gonna cut hair.. goodbye long fringe.. hello short fringe!
*lame*

I cannot get the job leh.. shit man. i need another job! *_*
JUS BECOS IT CLASHES WITH MY JAP CLASSES. argh.
boo. *thumbs-down sign*

I am sick and tired of waiting for O results..
I hate michiru! from MASK.

MY LIVEJOURNAL IS BEING UPDATED ~~MORE OFTEN~~ maybe not often.. but regularly? *isn't it the same?* at least i update. if not it looks like trash =X

mika nakashima's songs are nice.
here's a list:
o1 FIND THE WAY
o2 Yuki no hana
o3 WILL
o4 Sakura iro maukoro
*recommended*

5 reasons why i ~~like~~ LOVE SAGA...
o1 he's super shy
o2 when he smiles, i just go crazy.
o3 his oh so HOT lips. XD n the lip-ring o__O
o4 *you wouldn't want to know*
o5 practically everything about him.....

[even what he says make sense]

SAGA → 09/14/2005 (wed) 02:48:37
Untitled

Since tomorrow is early I can't sleep.

I looked at pictures of the band's very first live.
My hair is long.
It's like a woman's.
At the opening the audience was 4 people.

But I have a feeling I was amazingly happy.
And the joy of being able to perform, standing upon the stage, and the joy of existing before the eye of 4 people since only 4 people saw us.

Thinking back now, whether it's 4 people, or a thousand people, or two thousands, except the scenery, the feelings won't change.
Music's value isn't decided by numbers. I dislike valuing shows by number of people who saw it.

Touching people's feelings with our music,the feeling we want to express delivered quickly through our music.
Even if it sounds too simply, it's a wonderful thing.
Both feelings.

I've become sleepy.

credits to alice9_diaries lj.

*he's making me love him even more, i am obsessed =X*

2006-01-01T11:41:00.000+08:00

yea! monday 2nd jan meeting nelia & ~~denise~~ph. to exchange presents ah? den have to pass 80 bucks to nelia for a9 dvd T^T my $$$ flew away! tuesday 3rd jan going for job interview! i doubt can lo.. working hours so jia lat.. got 2 shifts 4 2 weeks each.. total 4 weeks. time shifts: 6:30-3pm & 3-11:30pm. wednesday 4th jan I WILL BE CUTTING MY HAIR! u heard it.. i will be! yea.. i wun look so untidy and messy.

that's my schedule for next week.. plus on tuesday 12th jan jap lessons will begin.. so its like clash with the job.. so i may not be able to get it la. dunno man.. see how lo.. i can't slack for 3 mths ok! must do something.. if not brain like so dead..

den on friday 6th jan meeting ZI XUAN & nelia bah! wee.. ok. i am mad. i wan to meet up with my sch frens and pri sch frends leh.. i miss them T^T

a9 made my day.. i am so HAPPY. their merry christmas clip = love. SAGA is so cute XD his intro... and not to mention its so darn CLEAR! thanks to jx. who ripped the 1m version. thankew.. a9 has merry christmas pics too~ & in the clip their shirts all said "MERRY X'MAS! and they were lifting it up ^^ tora look bored`

ANTIC CAFE ish so cute XD
*currently listening to them*
their songs make me feel happy. next time i sad must listen to an cafe. lol

2005-12-31T06:05:00.000+08:00

I AM REQUESTED TO BLOG SO HERE I AM to blog.

i have yet to find a job. some help needed?
siao siao.. no job. i gonna slack for 3 mths... dunno wad?

[x] i haven pierce earhole yet. lol
[x] i haven cut hair. so messy
[x] clothes only halfway bought! 1 skirt, 1 long sleeved blouse & i no sleeve blouse.
[x] i wan new bag. new shoe. XD
[x] i wan a9 dvd....... 2 weeks til release + 1 week shipping.
[x] i felt like dying on the 27th dec. due to puking n fainting. very weak`
[x] SHOULD i buy PSC tour 2005 dvd?
[x] i love a9! XDXDXD
[x] where is my w-inds. purikura? DAMN MISE..
[x] buy cassis from nelia? i dunno leh.. (buy or not? ask nelia she sure say buy. lmao)
[x] I WAN TO GO JAPAN!
[x] n a9 have their own fc now.. called club alice. wahahaha
[x] argh..

everybody kena posted to JC den so happy.. damn.. i haven extend my bus card. lol. can dun extend? den can use longer? lmao.

damn magazines. can't they jus feature a9 on magazine covers? den make me happy. also cannot. rofl

someone help me make layout please? lol..

2005-12-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

lalala... its finally going to be christmas! wee.... present exchanging time! i wished saga and nao merry christmas n all the best for their live an hour ago.. as japan is 1 hour faster den us.. COUNTDOWN TO CHRISTMAS: 2 more mins.......

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MERRY CHRISTMAS! and a HAPPY NEW YEAR..

2005-12-24T08:52:00.000+08:00

am i suppose to blog now? its been days since i last blogged.. cos i went to CHURCH CAMP!lol. its called jue dui super love. *so copycat* but nvm.. its aim is to talk about basically.. LOVE la. so what's love?

1st day
actually i was pretty nervous.. about the ppl i will be meeting la.. cos new ma.. then the ppl there are really friendly.. i reach there. got ppl talk to me liao.. shumei lo.. den got intro-ed to more ppl one by one. den played several card games. but dunno why la.. when i was there i felt so tired.. felt like sleeping. lol.

after tht was several ice breaker games.. everyone intro themselves.. like the name age and bla bla. then we played this chick, chicken, cock and eagle game.. its mainly scissors paper stone la. den u become eagle u so called graduate liao. lol. den we had to go around asking ppl like when they were born and so on... lastly was the balloon thing.. we had to protect our leader and find our strips of our name inside the balloon.. i couldn't even find mine. so i was like forget it. lol.

there was this other game we played. its like lots of rafia string.. we had to put those strings in our pockets and snatch strings from the other ppl. den we had to kiap it with chopsticks and bring it to the one who is keeping all the strings.. i tried to get some.. but failed.. so instead. i stayed near the wall.. lol. *actually i cant really remember the sequence of the games being played. *

ohh.. after tht.. we headed to campsite.. GB HQ. v big lo.. not like guides one. so SMALL. they got dorms also lor.. if not how we sleep there huh? lol. we approached the canteen la.. den put our bags down. den had a breifing. and got our camp bklets. then after all the talkings.. we proceeded to our dorms, put on the bedsheets and such.. den slack in the dorm.. after tht.. went down for tea breaks.. den when nelia come liao.. i din even know.. until she walk to me. and say hi to me. lmao.

after that.. we had to think of our group names and design our bandanas. lol.. our group came up with the name LAZ (liang shan bo and zhu ying tai) so funny. yeps. and the most impt thing about the camp was the talks given by uncle james. he told us about GUYS vs GIRLS .. about their characteristics traits n when finding partners.. we have to know what we want.. den we slpt at 12 la. so tired.. but den i couldn't sleep. maybe cos not used to it.. den i keep waking up.. din sleep pretty well..
oh btw. my group got 7 ppl. shumei, li kuan, ming jie, ying rou, vinc n nigel and of cos me la.

2nd day
woke up at 7. brush teeth. eat breakfast. singsong. *did i mention the songs were in chinese?* there was this personality talk by some lecturer from NUS. i found out that i was type B person.. who did things pretty slowly. LOL man man lai u know.

after lunch ah? we played sports games.. there was street brandy, captain's ball, soccer and basketball. i din play basketball.. u know why? cos i was pretty freaked about basketball.. cos in pri sch.. once i was hit on the head by one. so painful can.. and so suay... den from then on... i try not to play if no choice den i play lo.

soccer was pretty hiong. i play lo.. so scary the ball. lol. can fly here fly there. den nigel so pro. lol. our star player btw. i like street brandy.. but den dunno why lah.. can't even score.. lol. den i anyhow hit.. aiya.. shld have open my eyes bigger den can score liao. captain's ball is fun too.. but our opponent v strong sia. lol

den after all that.. we practise our item for the concert. lol. basically is the pail thing.. den we have to u know hit it. *laming* i was extra... den i throw the paper.. and fan ... LOL. so stupid sia. after tht we went to bathe lo.. den ate din.. nasilemak. it was nice. but too bad.. no time to eat. lol. we rushed to the seminar room. for singing session.. this time i tried singing.. the lyrics are pretty meaningful.. after singing.. was the love talk again... this time.. it was about.. hmm.. i kinda forget.. nidta think.. maybe cos i was pretty tired. gosh.. then it was CONcert time. the EMCEE was zheng yi. lol. he so funny and lame. haha. there were several games and advertisements.. all damn funny..

after concert was free time.. we could do whatever we wanted in our dorms.. so we sorta slacked.. and i chatted with nelia that night... and listen to mp3.. heh.. this time i slept thruout the whole night.. waking up once to go to the toilet. *i am having STM. i cant remember if i went to the toi toi.*

3rd day
this is a very fun day! lol. we went to EAST COAST PARK .. for chronicles of na li ya? (narnia).. i shan't go into the games.. if not v long winded. lol but i had fun la. den we had lunch. and T-shirt designing.. my tee only has one yellow dot. lol. so weird right? haha.

den there was this game.. its uses water. den i was pretty frustrated with the game.. cos i walk a bit.. or use too much strength to walk.. the tissue paper will break.. den so ma fan.. in the end.. we won one round.. cos we switched king.. i was pretty guilty.. T^T

after this game.. we had to rush to the bus.. the bus driver mus be pretty angry at us.... cos we were always late.. went back to campsite.. we had late tea break... and had talk and singing session.. i sang. and learn more about christ.. and such.. as they had sharing sessions.. uncle james completed the love talk today.. darn.. i can't remember anything from this talk.. i was really tired.. tht i almost slept while he was talking.. and couldn't remember much....

after this.. was the bus ride back to grace baptist church.. for the long awaited game.. LOVE ANGEL. lol.. dunno why la.. but i was scared of the dark angel LOL.. and i only went in to play twice. so stupid.. if not i can go in more times and enjoy myself.. the game is i think.. the nicest games of all the games i have played. lol.

after this game.. we headed to choa chu kang for prawn fishing.. our group caught 8 prawns? or was it 7? cos someone gave us 1. so good rite? lol. so happy that we caught 8 prawns.. i can't even catch one.. the prawns dun like me. lol. i wasted 5 baits. haha. so i decided to stop. and let the others catch..

after tht was the BBQ. i ate sting ray.. so nice. lol. oh btw.. there was a cat there.. v cute.. i touched it! i got a feeling.. shou will love it if he had seen it. lol. wah.. after the bbq.. i was so darn tired.. i close my eyes.. den i rest lo.. straight away.. when i got a seat on the bus i slept all the way back to GB HQ. so sleepy..

upon reaching campsite.. i went to bathe.. the water was freezing cold.. but heck.. it woke me up.. and i dun feel that sleepy..i went down to the canteen with jx n wrote encouragement cards? is that wad u call them? i wrote for all my group members.

after tht.. we went back to our dorms.. den i slept with jx. lol.. cos i was lazy to go up. actually was supposed to only lie down and rest there.. but in the end.. i guess too tired bah.. den i slept.. after quite a long time.. i decided to go up to my bed and sleep... more space. lol. haha. and i finally shitted. lol. i forget which day.. is either the 2nd or 3rd day. lol.

den morning wake up.. so tired. lol. den i keep lying on my bed.. went down for breakfast.. den was the packing up of dorms. took out all the bed sheets and folded them "nicely".. den we headed out.. and we were released from the area.. walked all the way.. to SERANGOON mrt.. so far.. my hand almost break. lol

SO THAT WAS THE END OF CAMP!

i learn a lot of things from this camp. and i will jot it down lata ba.. cos this entry will explode cos its really long.. and you wouldn't want to read something that is so LONG? haha. ok.. shall blog tmr.. or something.. now i wanna watch GHOSTBUSTERS the movie.

2005-12-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

too long din update blog.. 4 days?
been busy for the past 2 days.. busy going out. lol.
went out with jx n nelia on the 15th. to orchard. where else could we go? singapore too small. we ate sakae sushi.. i eat until i feel like puking. 10 plates. i know its little. but its seems too much for my stomach. x_X
ytd went out with joan. =) went mise. i bought 2 gazette laminated posters. 10 bucks flew away. =X i hope i dun go broke. ate omu rice for dinner.. quite nice. now i know why ryohei likes omelette rice XD cos its nice. after that. went to her house. and do puzzle.. until my eyes so tired and pain. den we stopped.
then then we listened to a9! XD

I STILL DUNNO IF I CAN GO FOR JAP LESSONS!

but.. i can go for jx church camp. wee~ i haven pack.. shoot! camp is from 19-22 dec. FEEL FREE TO SMS ME @ my no. lol

still sitting in front of computer listening to music. I NEED AN MP3 player... been wanting it since sec 3. damn.... need $$$ // i think all my money is flying away.. plus PSCompany is screwing up my $$$. release 2 types of the single. making fangirls broke. T__T maybe i should just buy the dvd *thinks*

oh ya! i bought NAIL POLISH! lol. black and white. MISSHA` brand. 5 bucks flew away..
since when was i into nail polish? hah. this year bah.

suppose to go out later.. but nah.. since its raining now.. and just now.. it poured like crazy.. the wind was blowing and blowing.. my front porch was wet.. clothes got wet as well.. now the rain is less heavy.

I LOVE tim burton's movies.. especially nightmare before christmas and his latest corspe bride.. I tink.. i am into gothic things. XD emily the strange is nice too.. i heard from joan that gloomy bear is out of season in japan.. maybe that explains why they are out of stock here.

i agree with what jia xin said in her blog.. i mean.. DUN JUST JUDGE PEOPLE BY THEIR APPEARANCE.. must look inside.. haha. i feel like i am talking crap. but......... its true la.. jrockers are really talented. i admire them for that. from writing songs to singing them.. playing the music.. well... they are good. =)

*edit//
I CAN GO FOR JAP LESSONS LE!! *hurray* throws confetti!

2005-12-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

ooh.. if u all haven noticed.. my layout is changed. lol.. *lame* a9 again.. u all might think.. *buay sian meh?* hehe. lala.. i think in another 2 more weeks i will change it.. if not u all really sian.

oh.. btw. our class chalet is cancelled. they din book ne? so ke xi! i wanna go for the bbq. cos i dun tink i can stay.. but in the end.. also dun have. =(

tmr which is the 14th.. got backbone appointment.. i think need to go x ray.. again! i hate taking x ray.. all the cells gone.. already so weak le.. den take away more cells. not enough cells in the body liao la..

jus now i was reading about lasik surgery.. the one.. for eye one.. to correct myopia... den i see the procedure. i freaked out. so scary. better not say here... lata u all also freak out.

kyah. i tink now i have not much feelings when i see him online. its like he online or not.. its none of my business. since he dun wan to reply or wad.. den 4get it lo.. i will not pursue it.. i will respect it. i doubt he will even be reading this.

GIVUSS ROCKS! its so different from a9! even though they have the same vocalist.. the music is like totally different.. one so rock.. the other seems so calm.. I LOVE A9! XD
jrock magazines better make a9 on cover for feb issues! if not i will skin them alive =X

hmm.. Peace and Smile Carnival tour has started. DAMN! i wan to go japan.. then i can see all the PSC rockers.. there's miyavi, kagrra, kra, gazette and lastly a9! its really a great chance. can see all of them at once. i doubt i can even get tix. lol. no $$ to go.. someone sponser =X

TOGURO ROCKS! its a song btw. sung by ruki. music by gazette.. cassis new single is released on 7.12.2005! maybe i will be buying type-? from nelia. she said she's selling it. buy or not? i scare later i broke.. still have a9 one leh. DVD hurry release!

MUGEN NO HANA! CASSIS! are both great songs.
*sorry that was really v random.*

NAITOMEA also rocks! yomi, sakito, hitsugi, ni~ya, ruka! XD LiveEvil is a nice song..

if u cannot tell yet, my w-inds. fandom has seriously dropped, like bomb like dat. its on v low levels.. maybe even close to 10% i feel sorry for w-inds. lol. i wonder what they will be doing to bring my fandom back.

i am suppose to be sleeping by now.. zZzzz

2005-12-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

today got bbq again! this is my third time having bbq.. and i always eat very little.. usually is supposed to eat a lot isit?

i received my b-day present from Regina. >< its a calendar. arigatou gozaimasu!
yups. i gave her a b-day present as well.. its a turtle or tortoise? lol.. its XXL size!
i bought a gloomy bear keychain today! its black in color.. it cost me 5 bucks. actually its $4.95.

i cried while listening to mugen no hana and cassis. why do i cry so easily? so soft-hearted.
lata in the day. i have prayers. *na mo ah mi tuo fou.* no la. not that kind. i think is pray to my aunt or my great grandparents. I MISS MY AUNT alot. shit. i cried again. everytime think about her i will cry..

she's really good to me.. she cooks for my family.. she lives with us. she teaches me chinese, drawing.. she hardly ever scolds me. she make clothes for me to wear. she is such a kind n loving person. she buys things for me and brother. why did she have to die at such an early age.. ard 40 plus. how i wish she was still here........ with me..

jus now my dad came down and asked me why i cried. i said nothing nothing. he kept chasing me to go up and sleep.

no mood to sleep.. feel like listening to sad songs over and over again.

tmr my eyes gonna be red. and swollen. i guess. cos it hurts now..

i wan to go beach now. and scream! ARGH! *i was there a few hours ago*

can't write anymore. shall stop here.

*edit // i shall not cry over this issue anymore.. i promise myself. i hope i dun break it...

2005-12-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

yosh~ i got so bored. that i went to screencap a9 in kagrra, dvd. the one they were commenting.

look below

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v87/kenshin_sesshoumaru/foxy.jpg
cho kawaii ne? its on nao's shoulder. lol

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v87/kenshin_sesshoumaru/nao.jpg
nao san! looking cute as always.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v87/kenshin_sesshoumaru/nao2.jpg
nao again!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v87/kenshin_sesshoumaru/shou.jpg
shou desu! he looks so shuai to me..

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v87/kenshin_sesshoumaru/saga.jpg
saga-kun! how can i not screencap him? lol

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v87/kenshin_sesshoumaru/saga-kun.jpg
close up ne! so kawaii! XD

NOW IS MY FREN'S b-day! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEE KENG! otanjyoubi omedetou! finally u're sixteen. haha.. same as me liao le.. can watch nc-16 show. lmao. i have been watching nc-16 shows at home. its nothing one lo.

*going saga CRAZY*

please ignore that =D

house cho quiet now. i dun like. better on some songs.

[x]i missed 2 gundam seed destiny episodes! sian. must watch it this sunday. stupid kids central.. they sucks.
[x]i haven paint my right side de nails leh! my hand keep shaking. den v difficult to paint. how?
[x]i requested blinkies in wflforums.org // all related to saga one la.. jx help me pay. lol
[x]i haven charge phone. its low on batt.. left it on for the past few days.
[x]now i kinda liked bis .. haha. dunno why la. but now i like maru's voice. XD suki dayo.
[x]"start" pv is so hilarious. the guy's wig fell off. lol
[x]love my spamming of pics? i need to do it more often. i haven take pics of my "dong" stuff. *capsule machine*

2005-12-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

i dunno what i should do. getting pretty frustrating lately... ppl getting angry at me. feel so useless. and i even made empty promises. everyone has faults what.. no one is perfect.. am i right to say that..

no mood for anything. keep listening to mugen no hana.. with no idea what the whole song is about. just feel really sad... see i am having mized feelings. its 12:30 am now. i should haven been sleeping by now. but i dun feel like it.

mother today keep scolding me.. keep saying i am useless. i am useless right? aiya. its true la. dun even do much. just sit in front of the bloody comp for the whole day. i need to pack my room. my house in a mess. books have to be cleared.

then worse. everytime think about depressing things. den will think until feel like crying.. the tears just can't stop flowing.. den listen to sad songs somemore.. it just gets worse.

hmm. confessed already.. but.. i am not getting a reply. i guess it doesn't matter anymore. i dun wan to go and think about it also.. only make me feel worthless. sickening. nowadays.. the feelings are pretty negative yeah?

will we be happy once again?

2005-12-03T00:14:00.000+08:00

wah.. so fast december le! haha.. time actually passes that fast. i haven get a job. i guess i am just plain lazy.. and dunno how to search.. i am stupid kay.

today saw yakusoku no kakera in hmv! its in stores le.. those who wanna get it can grab it now. lol. i saw fool's mate jan issue in hmv too.. i got to browse it! gosh! a9 is in it. and guess wad.. they were w/o make-up.. *dies* its damn rare k.. i should have bought it.. there's gazette, naito, sid, aki, an cafe, ayabie, myv, kirito.. i regret not buying.. but the $$ can be used for a9 single..

what i cannot believe is.. i couldn't even recognise saga. lol.. cos it was side view *not my fault k* and he wearing specs.. haha. so cute.. how i wish it was the front view. lmao. nao looks so mature! though still cute to me. as for shou.. i still think he is more shuai den my saga. XD but too bad. my heart is with saga. lol. tora kun wore the so called nerdy specs. so cute..

ok.. den spent a long time in mise chatting with bh.. and the new part timer.. lol. i forget wads his name. lol. everybody keep asking me to eat more. and teach me wad to eat. so i listened.. i mus get fat. if not i am super underweight.. see my bone structure? so obvious.

yups.. on the 29th nov. remember i went to the farewell? yea. i guess it was fun.. haha. got to play zhong ji mi ma with my juniors. haha. hilarious man. and we were like the VIP there. so hao xiao.. on the sign in thingy.. i even wrote nobuta no power. lol. i miss guides.. can u believe it? but there were difficult times too. once a guide, always a guide! it will never change.. though i will never go down the guiding path again.. haha. i will miss all my juniors.. as well as my fellow guides in my era de! lol. what i talking..

b4 i forget.. today i met hui xian in mise. haha. she with her fren.. i forget wad she said. lol. oh well. her fren is wfl fan. FOR ME, i have move on i guess.. now is J ROCK! bh said that.. ex-wfl fans usually move to the left.. which are johnny's den we extra one.. move to the right. lol.. funny funny.

hmmm.. i can't blog anymore.. mum screaming at me to off the comp.. well.. i have to.. but i dun feel like. lol. my brother is a super noob.. keep talking about noob. irritating man. lol

2005-11-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

now is the 29th... on the 27th.. went out with my sch frends! winnie, kh, hk, cheryl and sh. haha. had much fun at bugis. hmm.. we took purikura! 2 times. XD i haven load at friendster yet. oh btw. they got me a wallet. arigatou ne! i tink its a nice wallet.

i went around walking and i finally found the sumairu.. cheryl brought me to bugis village cos i dunno where the heck is that place.. found it. i love the clothing sia.. i see the price. v nice ah. lol. i wan the lolita.

nothing to write liao leh. lol. today maple cannot play. den so sian.. i slack the whole day.. and listen to jrock.. and i dl NEWS song to listen.. for your info.. NEWS is johhny's entertainment de. *for those who dunno* 8 ppl inside. the names i dunno.. i only know yamapi, uchi, masuda.

where to find job? i need a job! gosh. dunno whether should i be scared or nervous. i hate job interviews. but no choice. almost every job has. so have to go thru the hard part.. anyway its only for 3 months *= = ;;*

i wan to watch nobuta wo produce. kena influ by nelia and jx. lol. BUTA BUTA!! for those who think i am talking alien? buta = pig. lol. kawaii XD got yamapi and kamenashi inside. i want to watch NANA the movie. should i dl? bleach i also wan to watch.. to kill my boredom. anyway now i got a lot of time to spare. 4 months.

list of jrock bands i know:
alice nine, gazette, kra, kagrra, nightmare, SID, 12012, vidoll, ayabie, antic cafe, bis, glay, l`arc~en~ciel, dir en grey... i tink that's all for now. lol. i shouldn't know anymore.

my magician in maple is only lvl 14. lmao.. so slow leh.. must faster train! XD ok i gtg le.. its late.

2005-11-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

ytd.. went out.. with jx and nelia.. din walk ard much.. went to heeren taka n cineleisure. >_< i go dong to-fu! so cute. but i dun like the small one i got. exchange the big one with nelia. heh.. chocolate one.. lol. i still cannot get my eeyore!

i paint over my nails with black nail paint again.. the thing keep coming off.. den so smelly. now it looks much nicer and neater. haiz. i tink i only had 3 hours of sleep. can't sleep.. whole body so hot. den i 5:30 came down and bathe. now i am all refreshed. n tired. i dunno how i gonna tahan lata.

and btw.. i put the phone strap thingy.. cho nice! thankew nelia, jx, ph, yt! nelia said she wanted to burn it if she keep it any longer. so lmao. now listening to a9! shou's voice so nice. haha. mugen no hana album version is out.. i already dl it.. v touching da song..

ytd.. got some stupid ppl insult my a9 and gazette.. BLOODY HELL! den keep pointing at my saga.. wan to jio him isit? kao.. open eyes bigger la.. is a guy lo. pa jiao one... den the 3 stupid guys saw uru-chan.. den they see him chio also wan to jio him.. wtf. den got one girl.. sia la. say ruki look like girl.. wtf.. jealous of his looks isit? more chio den u den say la.

after that worse.. wah.. this guy.. or rather gay? tried to cosplay shou but failed.. den make until jx feel so insulted. wah.. den he go buy shou wallet card. u know.. when i saw him.. i keep looking at what he is wearing lo.. den i see:" how come so familiar de?" but cant figure out.. den nelia say den i know.

haiz.. cant talk le. mother ask me to get some rest. ok bb~

2005-11-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

tired n sleepy` *yawns* leg pain too. ytd went out with ph n nelia.. walk until my leg pain. n i feel naseous? maybe cos i din eat lunch and breakfast.. n din eat much.. jian fei? lmao.. got nothing to jian already. haha

we went from heeren>taka>wisma>fareast>wisma>luckyplaza for kicks>paragon *see see nia*>heeren>cineleisure.. gosh i spent like 12 bucks turning the capsule thing.. omfg. i got zoro, oogie boogie, mayor, pooh n 2 tiggers.. i wan eeyore. XD

i opened neo genesis mag... the scans are pretty.. the poster is damn freaking nice` i felt like tearing it out and bringing it home. lol. ohya.. saw one lolita shop at far east.. the clothes are like limited. somemore the shop so small.

i just wake up actually.. den went to check out a9 lj. den guess wad i saw. i saw a new comment video! and yes.. they were in their new costumes.. *dies* saga still has that "man" look. lol. he's wearing dangling earrings... XD nao so cute.. in the video laugh so loud. they talked about their new album, new single release, psc tour. n they keep clapping hands. they sitting down on the floor. den like so cramp..

here's the link: http://www.barks.jp/watch/?v=1&id=1000009268

i tink i am gonna keep replaying the clip until i 'song' lol. den a9 OHP. the pic dunno why... is yuri wa. not mugen no hana? lol. my nail polish is coming out.. cos i din put base coat over the black one. lol. aiya.. next time paint again.

oh ya. ytd i wore my high cut sneakers.. heng nobody stare.. if not i gorge their eyes out. lol. they jus look.. is that considered staring? lol. oh who cares?

i think someone is angry with me.................................................. i dunno la.. i just dun wan another cold war.

i am gonna be sixteen soon` then i can watch nc-16 shows. haha. XD but i tink watching movies in theatre waste money leh. lol. so ex the ticket now. aiya.. dunno lah. i watch at home better. lol. cos got big screen.. see anything also shiok. lol. aiya.. nothing to say le lah.. make it short better? if not too long. like the previous entry.

2005-11-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

woo hoo! O levels is finally over.. waiting for my results now.. still got countdown... 4 more months. lol. XD can party like siao? no way. gonna find work. heh..

now all the sec 4 n 5 mayflowerians. are having their prom. lol. me? i din go. go for wad? waste my $$$ and precious time. lmao.. plus i a bit no mood.. so dun go la.. anyway.. i dun tink anybody would care if i go a not.. think until so negative.. nvm i am always like that.

haha. i haven confess......... its been a while huh...... and today is my bro's b-day.. tsk tsk.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! he's so lucky.. a9 release album on his b-day.. w-inds. new single. bis new single. lol. i feel jealous? not really.. its better to have the same b-day as the band members themselves.. so far none. T_T

today online whole day.. or rather...... whole afternn.. i was so bored.. with nothing to do.. there ought to be more excitement in life. haha. actually supposed to watch HP with my frends.. but din.. cos they wanted to watch in the morning after the PAE thing. but i dunno.. see stubborn n a bit lazy to go out in the morning.... am i bad? den now haven watch HP lo..... i am not exactly dying to watch it... haha.. i am dying to see a9 n gazette though..

yepps. so bored that i actually went to read a9 member page entrie.. they are so fun to read.. nao is cho funny and cute... XD keep talking about morizo and kikkoro.. n him being devil nao.. wahahaha. he online like almost everyday.. to write about his stuffs.. my saga ah? never write nowadays.. maybe i should just fanmail him. lol. XD his entries always make me smile.. and get worried.. aiya..

haha. i have a conclusion.... nao loves saga and saga loves nao.. *nelia please dun kill me or saga =) i come in peace* lol. they keep mentioning about each other.. haha. i read their last time entries so funny.. lol. saga said he, shou and nao were in the car.. shouting.. lol. saga even called nao... 7 devil-san.... i laughed like siao.. saga even said he was gonna get another lip piercing.. but it seems like he din... omg.. going crazy now`

my ulcer is damn freaking pain~ its like so BIG.. ah!! someone ease pain.. i need pig's lard. lol.. it can help.. i've been using it for years... but my house ran out of stock.. too bad... i think i gonna put braces either this year or next year 1st few mths... i am very scared!

i wan to pierce like 3 to 4 more ear holes. lol. lata i faint how? cos the 1st time i pierce i almost fainted.. gosh.. u want me to tell u wads it like? lol. first... u can't walk straight.. yr eyes see all yellow.... can't see anything.. den your legs just go wobbly. and when you are about to fall.. someone holds on to you.. it means you haven fainted.. if you hit the ground? what does it mean? it means....... i think you get the idea.

i wan cassis full radio version.. anybody has it? i only have mugen no hana! shou goes really high in mugen.. but i find it.. ok only.. i only like the chorus.. its a nice song actually. but if u compare cassis and mugen.. i still tink cassis is nicer.. that's just my point of view..

its said that a9 will be coming out... 3 new singles.. omfg.. are they trying to rob my $$$.. *faints* i dun have so much money to buy all 3 of them.. somemore the single.. have like 2 versions.... only the rich can buy. but i have confirmed that i will be buying a9 live tour dvd. seriously i never see a9 live.. as in see in the screen. lol. i will make sure after i buy it.. watch it with my projector.. wahahahaha........ envious? no? lol.

enough fangirling.... tmr going out? i dunno. fri? i dunno.. sat? dunno. sun... hahahaha. lol. ok i siao already.. ENVIOUS OF a9 fans in japan.. and w-inds. fan in tw n jp.. they are so LUCKY!! haiz.. den so pissed of today.. cos magazines in singapore keep featuring korean singers.. hardly any jap? even if got.. its ayumi.. sian bo? everytime the same thing.

ate ice cream cake just now.. mango flavour. quite nice.. but my ulcer was hurting.. i only ate a small piece. hehehehe.. i tink i shall eat more tmr.. my lips is so dry that it is charred.. i need to use lip balm.. here's when the kat-tun lip balm comes in handy.. but i have another one.. its just that kat-tun lip balm is peachy`` nice nice.. love the smell..

how? i need $$$.. gonna be broke after buying a9 dvd.. so have to work le.. but dunno where? aiya... asking my cousin now.. if i can work somewhere in taka.. heh.. dunno la.. i dun set my hopes too high. here's reila lyrics.. i tink its how i feel...... about that guy bah...

Since we met how much did we carry the same scars
How much did we support each other?
When you were distressed
I wanted you to tell me, more than to anybody else
Truth is burning into my eyes
I don't need a reason
If I could have you back
More than me who was left behind
You who turned into nothing
Must be so much more pained
Even though nothing has started yet
Even though I haven't told you...where to
Reila...
Even if I try to call your name
This voice does not reach you
Reila...
Open your eyes smile at me tell me it was a joke...
Where should I go tomorrow
If you wish, I go anywhere

You're always like that The more I think about you
You disappear somewhere
Leaving me behind Running away
I won't reach you I won't reach you
Even though finally I met you
All the things I've held back are overflowing now
They're falling, turning into tears
Reila...
These words that I could never tell you
Reila...
I'm singing them now
Reila...
I love you more than anybody
Reila...
I love you I love you...
The room of the two of us Even now unchanged
Unlocked
So that you can return any time
I'm waiting for you I understand but
I can see you opening the door even now
Maybe you come back tomorrow?

maybe just the starting? the back part is.. lol. irrelevant.. but its so sad. i heart this song so much. ok.. the entry is too long. lol.

2005-11-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

*edit//
i was requested by 2 persons to do this quiz thing.. by alicia n jia xin.. since that time i was lazy and i din do it.. so i guess i have to do it now huh..

rules of the game:
1)post 5 weird or random facts about yourself.
2)at the end, write the names of 5 persons, that you want them to do this quiz. then tag in their blog to tell them to see your blog.

[x] i admit i hate studying.
[x] i am a lazy bunch of shit.
[x] had a 2 opts.. 1st: when i was a week old. 2nd: end of sec 2.
[x] loves to bite fingernails. but now i can't. lol
[x] i am NOT a clean freak.
[x] i can sleep while listening to jrock.. *usually loud ones*
[x] screams when i see a lizard. even though its a few metres in front of me.
[x] gets jealous easily.
[x] loves yaoi.
[x] can glue eyes to the computer by just reading fanfics.

ok i am done. now on to the 5 people...
1. vivian
2. denise
3. putri
4. zi xuan
5. jia si

*edit// done!

omfg... i am left with 2 more examination days. and i am free. do i sound like i was in jail? lol. left bio paper and sc(bio/chem) paper 1. woot. SO HAPPY that its finally gonna be over real soon. wee.. but i really dunno how my results will be affected.

i am confused @_@ i still duno if i am gonna confess a not.. its so scary! *hides in one corner n dares not think of the consequences* i know its not a good thing nor a bad thing. but i already so called promised myself that i will tell him.. so.. i guess i gonna do it.. *wish me lucks*

i am so ureshii.. a9 is coming out new single next year feb. lala. its gonna be an anime song.. but i dunno how the song will turn out man.. my saga is so man now! *dies* someone revive me please.......

ok. REVIVED!

today i watched gazette live tour 2004. last time i said i din wan to watch cos i felt giddy.. now is also the same thing. i think if i was there. i may faint. due to too much giddy-ness. lol. but it was nice la! ruki's voice is nice.. and sometimes u can hear shoutings from the other band members.. no fanservice.. or rather hardly any?

because of someone's influence.. i dun feel like watching HP. lol. cos.. they cut out a lot of scenes and like change the scenes in the book. lol. i dunno lah.. see how the circumstances.

i dunno if i am being emotional or wad.. but when i hear really really sad songs.. *which are in japanese* even though i dunno what the hell they are singing.. but i can like feel the emotions and effort they put into the song and sing it to their best.. den i will cry.

jrock fest and cosplay better come soon` cos i wan to go............................. oh btw... there's this animaxtion thingy.. anyone interested? if someone is going then i tink i will follow. cos i dun wan to go on my own.. heh XD

OH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZI XUAN!! not forgetting that tmr is ryohei's b-day! lol. i shall wish him now.. cos i dun tink i gonna get to use the comp. tmr.. so here goes...

otanjyoubi omedetou ryohei-kun......... hope to see more of your dancing.. n i hope to see ya real soon` which means goin to w-inds. lives! XD even though i am not much of a fan.. its good to support them as well!

2005-11-14T05:58:00.000+08:00

finally 1 week has passed. lol. left 5 more days of exam. heh.. do i feel tense? no. not really. but i am afraid of my worst hated subjects - amaths & physics. give me so much problems.

after tuition i went mise for like 1 hr? there got no new stuffs. jus loads n loads of w-inds. shashins. a lot sia.. i see until i faint. lol. but its really a lot. but i din buy.. and finally my free gift with ageha album came. haha. its a official shashin i tink. and the size is larger den the normal ones.

i am suddenly crazy over SID. cos of mao i guess. lol. he looks darn nice in the pv. lol. and i like the song sweet? a lot. lol. XD i realised something ever since i liked j-rock. j-rockers are talented. u know why? cos they write their own lyrics, compose their own music.. however i believe there are some singers who write their own music lah! these ppl are really talented. unlike me? a piece of crap.

can u believe i have been slacking for the past 2 days? no revision, no study or what so ever. jus sitting there and laze. n they worse thing is that i keep listening to jrock. lol. how to concentrate sia? if u think i m mad den go ahead.

i love reila! the song is so nice. then so sad somemore. i wan to cry. even though its out for so long. i still love it. lol. mugen no hana is also v nice! <3 size="3">i have seen gazette's photobk*it comes with a new song*.. the scans are dam gorgeous. damn. but the price v nice seh. $140. i dun tink i m gonna get it.. haiz.. cos once i buy a9 dvd n w-inds. single, i might be broke! *cries* actually i wanted to get cassis.. but must buy 2 versions then can get the poster and wristband. *cries once more* and it costs $80.. liddat i no need go out le.

2005-11-05T16:41:00.000+08:00

today is a sucky day! lala! cos i hardly studied? blah! i hate exams! its as though we study for the sake of it.. for our futures?

1 more day.. and it would be the start of the most hated O levels! every sec 4 practically HATES it to the core. i am one of the pathetic sec 4s taking the BIG Os!

i wan it to end as soon as possible.. i dun care if i flunk..but it would be horrible to be seen crying on march rite? gah! i sound so... *i dunno how to describe*

i watched ER4 again! haha. i love hiroto's voice! haha. cute cute one. lol. saga said he has a sadistic-ku kokoro. so funny. his expression damn cute. XD *dies*

sha-lalalalala.. gosh! its 12:22am // supposed to be sleeping by now. haha.. but so sian.. dun feel like sleeping. cos after u sleep u wake up! its like the next day.. den its like nearing to Os? i hate this.

"ヒロト君が飼おうとしてるトカゲは決して可愛くはないぜ? are you ok?" jx. ask shou wad he toking man.. i dun get it! lol. got kawaii one. lol. XD haha.

den my bro upstairs laugh laugh laugh.. dunno what he laughing about.. must be some funny show. lol.

seen fool's mate dec issue? if not see it! its so nice! i love the scans.. maybe i should just get the magazine... but i hope i dun go broke. lol. i still want a9 in wonder film dvd! goddamit! i hope there's shunkanshuutou pv inside! i wan to see it!!

j-rock! visual kei. i love it.. but not those too extreme ones. it makes them look scary.. something like gazette its ok. lol. oshare kei.. not really into o.k but the songs are still pretty nice. and its like CUTE CUTE CUTE all the way~

woah! 12:32 am le! lol. i cant believed i blog for so long.. need to THINK of what to blog right? lol wooo~ going nuts! cos we keep talking about a9! haha. i tink its even worse when i had the w-inds. fever. lol. their popularity is either dying or maybe we din buy their goods! cos w-inds. ranking at mise dropped to 10! when they are usually the top 5!! even a9 beat them!

oh gosh! i tink i better go at 1 am! its getting real late.. n i tink tmr i gonna start studying from 9am onwards.. all the way to 9pm? lol. CRUCIAL DAY tmr! saga is supporting me always. lol. * no la* my family will be supporting me! lol..

that's all folks.. tune in next time for more.. amanda's crappings. LOL

2005-11-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

haha. i finally changed my layout to SAGA! haha. cos jx just finished it today. credits all go to her lo.. she did the layout and the coding.. ARIGATOU jx!

today went to study with vian again. this time at compass point.. i guess it jus wasn't her day.. she saw a girl win minnie mouse soft toy at the time zone. den lata she got another donald duck one.. so lucky rite? den vian was like *sian* all the way after that.. den i couldn't do anything. haiz. den somemore today got no nice accessories..

dunno where got sell j-rock accessories leh.. i wanna buy.. oooh.. how i love gothic stuff. lol. XD

bought famous amos cookies.. delicious.. and sweet.. choc chip and macademia. nice.. but the price also v outstanding leh! lol. your pocket become one super big hole. lol.. bo pian lah.. their cookies are nice.

my Os are gonna be over in 18 more days. i tink. lol. today wad date? 4th? yupp.. 22-4=18.. then after that got lotsa things to do.. 1st thing: confess! 2nd thing: party! 3rd thing: celebrate my b-day with laughter n more laughter` *no one is to be sad on my b-day* 4th: cut hair aoi's style 5th: hunt for clothes and accesories 6th: pierce ear holes. i think getting like 3-4 more. 7th: search for job? i dunno. gotta wait for my cousin's reply 1st...

haiz.. plan everything when i haven even take my Os. wtf. lol random thoughts: my saga is one hot & sexy dude! hmmm...... i love a9 until i gonna die already.. cannot be so obsessed but i cannot help it! i am oso going nuts over gazette.. where is my w-inds. fandom? =sigh=

someone get me DAIKON plushie! *if you are going to japan that is!* please i beg you! birthday prezzie would be fine *puppydogeyes* i will thank you a million zillion times after you buy tht for me! *dies*

*wishes n hopes that a daikon plushie will appear in my house tmr*

2005-11-03T14:08:00.000+08:00

heya~ today went to study with vivian-san~ we actually wanted to go library de.. but the stupid library was packed with hardworking ppl.. lol. den we went delifrance and ordered drinks nia. heh.. she did physics while i did a maths and SS.. so cham i dunno how to do a maths cannot ask her. den i mus think and think to get the answer. lol.

i bought earrings today.. its only 2 bucks. haha.. vian said it was good buy.. she bought 2 somemore. haha.. we do do do until 7pm. den we go walk walk.. looking for accessories.. haha. I WAN J ROCK ACCESSORIES!! '

too bad dun have.. i wan to cosplay cosplay cosplay! i wan to go jrock fest~ lol. JAPAN JAPAN! shibuya shibuya! harajuku harajuku! JAPAN GOT BIRD FLU~ so jia lat.. everywhere is having bird flu.. no where is safe.. heaven is SHOU-ING ren.. haiz~ too many ppl on earth already.. that's what i tink..

woo~ its 10 o clock in the night. i am obsessed with jrock! *dies* i jus now see the neo genesis scans of gazette! woot~ ruki is so handsome but he's not mine lah! lol. AOI is damn KAKKOII! see the way he pose~ lol. URUHA has got a SEXY BODY! *butistillthinknotassexyasmysaga's* wahahaha... XD for those hu have not seen it~ here's a link!

http://www.livejournal.com/community/trauma_radio/99909.html

sibeh nice ah! is a must see~ *diesduetooverdoseofsexinessandcoolness*

2005-11-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

wah! jus now i went to alice nine official webby~ OMG! shou's cat so CUTE! *hugs* gonna steal it from shou one day.. v kawaii leh! XD

today had chinese O levels.. i think the passage is easier den the june one.. but i screwed up in the sentence making. shit lah.. in the end get C5 again. i want to kill the SETTER! i mean it. haha.. even if i do find her/him.. i may not even have the guts to kill her/him. lol

kyah~ i update next time.

2005-10-28T13:40:00.000+08:00

its been days since i last blogged. i have to write in proper english, so as to prepare for my 'O' levels. I think it would be better if i am dead, as i am so slack now. not studying. mind only think of playing. don't know what's the problem with me.

Even though i keep telling myself that i have to study hard for my 'O' levels. I am not doing what i am supposed to do, which is STUDYING. isn't that what a student does best? My stupid brain keep telling me to slack when i want to study. this is so sickening. what should i do?

LIFE IS SO BORING. everyday all we do is study study study. score well for exams? what's the use? its like we study only for the sake of studying. for the sake of a better future? as some people say.

my mother has to scold me everyday. i feel really bad. because she's getting older and older everyday and i am doing nothing to please her. or even make her happy by studying. why am i like that? am i born like that? she even calls me a lazy bum.

now it's raining pretty heavily, with thunder and lightning. its like BOOM BOOM BOOM. then the whole house can feel the power of the roar from the skies. is my english readable? i hope it is. I just saw the lightning. when it flashes, you are able to see the view of everything clearly, like those haunted houses... its kinda scary, but its ok, for saga is here with me. =D

i think my mother is sick and tired of scolding me as just now, she walked past me without uttering a single word. perharps she's really angry, but i guess it will go off once i stopped using the computer.. which is pretty soon, after i have blogged.

but here's a quick note. everyone. mark my words. since you have the opportunity to study. make full use of it and study the best you can. don't follow the way i do. always slacking. if you do, one fateful day, you will regret it. i can be sure of that as i am regreting my actions only now.

ok. bye. good night!

2005-10-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

omfg. its 2am and i am still wide awake! guess why? cos i was watching moon child! wahaha. so nice sia.. so much action + gun shooting. hyde and gackt damn cool sia.. i tink the show chnaged my opinion of gackt. but i still dun like him much. n hyde reminds me of yusu.. lol.

actually i dunno wads the show about man. lol. the ending so weird. dun even know whether its a sad or happy ending. lol..

AH! today was fun` went out with yt, jx, ph n nelia`. met at mise. i was super early cos my sch release quite early lo. den i waited like 1 hr plus for ph, yt n jx to come. lol. after hanging ard at mise for a while.. I BOUGHT ALICE NINE WALLET CARDS! all 5 of them.. needless to say my saga is the SEXIEST!

after that we went kino. yt wanted some magazine. i forget the name. she was saddened as there wasn't any of the issue she wanted. sad rite? and the gazette poster at mise is left untouched. i wan it so badly. *i wan alice nine one more.. den i everyday can stare at my saga-sama!*

den we went to eat at sakae sushi at heeren. damn it was not that crowded. we sat there for like 2 hrs. i of cos ate the least. and everyone said i eat v slow. *haha. its normal* den we sat there and tok crapps! haha. so funny.. everyone was tokin about a9! wee. make my day so happy. when it was officially the last day of sch for me.. after eating. went home. reached home at 8 plus.

today got back report book. sadly.. my stupid class position was better den some pple. however. my l1r5=SHIT! dammit man. so sucky lor. i rather they count everything. but life is always unfair isn't it? aiya. hu cares. as long as O level i get lower l1r4 can liao. den i will feel ureshii`

while watching movie i stare at saga. watch tv also.. i tink i am going saga nuts! i mean. he is too sexy! gosh. u might think i am hentai.. actually i really am.. sad to say.. i am bisexual remember.. but that doesn't mean i dun like guys. lol

blah` sometimes i feel really useless. life is not meaningful at all.. it can be damn stupid sometimes. dunno wads wrong? everything seems to be bad for me.. aiya! i always think about the negative things and not the positive sides.. ppl always ask me to think positive. i dun heed their advice. gosh. am i a freak?

2005-10-21T00:33:00.000+08:00

nelia requested that i blog. since its so dead. i shall!

wahahaha! i love saga-sama now! show ya a pic! lol.. TADA*this was copyrighted by peih, and i stole it*

wee~ he looks so hot n sexy` but peih said that he looks like he wanna kill ppl. lol. his butterfly has flown away! can see his left eye now.. i finally saw his left eye.. no lah.. i see b4. LOL

my throat feels like there is something stuck.. so xing ku.. my flu is half gone. still have a bit left.. i hope i will be fine by tmr.. i wan to see wad new things mise have leh!

hmm.. u know after the frend incident.. i feel like we are not as close as b4.. maybe becos of the sudden ignoration.. get it? its like the feeling is like gone` i dunno. but we will still remain really good frends!

i dunno. but i tink there's a fren hu really understand the things i like! she was telling me. its my choice. and if i really like them.. i will go for it! yay! she doesn't despise jrockers! so happy for them!

i can only say now.. that my w-inds. fandom has significantly dropped` i want to love them as i love them b4.. but its really difficult and i dunno why... however.. i am still collecting their discography.. for i love their lovely voices!

i am waiting for saga layout to be done! lol. i will credit jx.. i will wait patiently for it! arigatou!

2005-10-18T07:41:00.000+08:00

haha. i am back for blogging! u know what i took this test on whether i am bisexual, straight or gay/lesbian. and guess wad i am!

You scored as Bisexual.

Bisexual

65%

Straight

55%

Gay

45%

Lesbian

10%

Are you Bisexual, Straight, gay/lesbian?
created with QuizFarm.com

lol. i am bisexual! lmao! be wary the next time u see me hor. lol. ok that's it for now

2005-10-15T09:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.. the friend thing is solved.. i hope. if its gonna happen again.. i not gonna do anything.. oh well.

today go nyjc for their open house. school very big.. very spacious. quite nice lah.. but not my kind of life.. like so stressed` even though the pple are really friendly but. lol. not my kind of place. a lot of mayflowerians wanna go there. lol. I AM THINKING OF GOING POLY! but dunno which poly yet lah.

haha. peihoon changed her blog layout.. oh ya.. my house got hello kitty wallet. i actually liked hello kitty last time. LOL. next time show u the wallet lah.. i tink got 2 types. but i dunno where the other one has gone to.. one is long and thin.. one is small and fat. lol. i used the small one b4.. the long one.. use for a while.

i am so slack now.. dunno wad i doing sia. haiz. i tink i gonna flunk.. dunno why am i slacking. its like not int he mood to study.. den somemore practicals are coming lor. den haven study.. lata in the evening i have to start liao.. if not i can die in the exam venue. sit there and rot`

now everybody from sec 1 -3 finish their exam liao.. so xian mu.. den we still have to mug like shit. but its normal lah... next time they also will say. lol. den they no need to go sch on monday lor. we sec 4 n 5 have to go lor.. for revision.. so lame lor. i rather stay at home.. friday getting back report book. haiz.. can't even go 3 mths. for the 3 mths have to go work liao lah. earn some money~

sian ah`tmr got tuition.. v sian 1 leh. BLAH` i dun feel like going liao. v sick.. but have to.. cos if not the $$ will fly away.. n i will be labelled guilty forever. kyah. den have to study chinese. shit. that bloody subject.. should not have retake sia.. cos now i see chinese til i dun feel like studying it. bla~

2005-10-10T12:56:00.000+08:00

i am damn pissed with everything! i hate my life.. i hate myself. most of all i hate them`.. den somemore this woman in the mrt so damn inconsiderate! damn her. leaning on the pole like nobody's business. wanna hold on to the pole for support oso can't lor..

den in the train i felt like crying. but the stupid tears dun wan come out. *its not about the woman thing lah, u tink i so lame meh, cry over such thing* den i hold onto the thingy.. den like wanna sleep dat kind.. den ppl look at me i also hack care.

den sat i got no mood to study.. laze in front of the comp for the whole day. and listen to jrock to cool down. on until so loud oso no effect. life seems to be really depressing. lucky.. ph show me soemthing v interesting ytd! u know what? its saga! omg.. he's darn sexy` but it din seem to help.. cos i was still feeling down after a while.

today not tad bad.. but i do a maths until i wanna cry.. cannot solve. den i dun wan to do liao. i feel like a loser. such a simple qs also dunno.. so freaking irritaing. den i bo liao.. go make my hair. lol. but oso sucky lah.. cos the fringe not long enuff. dammit.

now i am still feeling crappy` i dun wan to go sch tmr! i dun wan to see them.. but... haiz. i dun even know whether they care about my existant.. they don't seem to care.. maybe its becos i dun care? i really dunno.. somebody help me`if not i will cry again.. i dun wan the same thing to happen again..... kami-sama....... doushite?!

2005-10-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

I KNOW ALL MY DAMN RESULTS!! it is crappy. but from mid year.. i got improve.so i very ureshii! =D i know its still not a good standard but well.. I IMPROVED!!

here are the results:
english - b3
a maths - b4
e maths - a2
chinese - c5
physics - c5
bio/chem - c5
ss/lit - c5
geography - b4

crappy` i know... but but.. forget it! i hate chinese! lol. and i got a 5 for that.. it will also be that kind of result unless i REALLY PIA for it! but its really impossible.. cos to me.. chinese is boring.
and i got like 4 c5.. its not a good thing. cos it pulled my L1R5 until v lan! but i improved. i think u mus be kinda pissed off. cos i keep saying IMPROVE. lol

tried to clear up some stuff with my fren. dunno if she's still pissed off not? haiz. feel really bad. cos i sorta misunderstood her. BLAH~ think too much liao. BAKA!

i can't wait til after Os. its like very long. but when u start studying. u will realise that there is very little time left.. so this just sucks! how i wish i am smart.. den can dun study also can! but for ppl like me, is the word: laziness! it affect me so much.. dunno who invented the word.

today did maths! all the graph solution thing dunno how to do.. seriously i dunno how to manipulate one lor.. i suck at that.. have to learn. i scare my a maths cannot make it! bla! differentiation & integration sucks together..

bwah! i cant make it to 3 mths JC. CANNOT MAKE IT! lol. so sucky. mus really PIA like shit for O level. maybe i not even going JC. mus see first lah! can make it den go lor! life is really very unpredictable! you won't know what's gonna happen.... so better watch your back. lol

2005-10-06T14:10:00.000+08:00

sucks man! life really sucks. it sucks to be me! everything is going haywire! i hate it. i hate my life! why does it always turn out like this? WHY!! WHY? you tell me why? dammit! somemore tmr getting back the damn geog and SS marks.. freaky shitty. she's ignoring me, dun wanna tok to me, dun even care about me, i dun even know what happen.. she just suddenly dun wanna tok to me. so i also hack.. den become so jia lat! dunno wad to do also!

vian was liek telling me about the guy she liked today! he knows that vian has a crush! but he dunno hu lor. hope he does not find out! i rather vian tell him herself! vian.. ganbatte ne!

about mine? its worse. we dun even tok. i dun even think he cares. he is like clueless! dammit.. dunno whether he's faking it or not! feeling so confused about this situation. sometimes i tink i am stupid to go and like him. sometimes think too much until wanna go nuts! so idiotic. i want this thing to be over!

i am yaoi nuts liao~ daikon siao liao! maybe that's my way of relieving stress? i dunno. feel so fcuked up nowadays! feel like slamming myself into the wall and bang myself to death, but i know i can't bring myself to do that. its totally outhrageous! u think i would be so stupid as to throw my life away? heck. no. i am not that silly.

2005-10-03T11:40:00.000+08:00

i saw this online shop. http://www.putumayo-home.com/ the CLOTHES are nice. if u have the money, buy them.

I AM IN DEEP SHIT! i haven start revision~ been slacking. dammit. have to start man! i NEED motivation. but there's none! haiz. feel like a useless person. OH HECK!

today went to visit my fren. she's seems better.. she's recovering well. hope that she recover soon.

i feel really jrocked~ and i have been neglecting w-inds. feel so bad~ but i still love their songs though.

nothing to write. i wish o levels end soon. but its impossible. and there's really no time for me liao! I CAN'T SLACK ANYMORE! *screams her head off* *head drops on the floor*

bla bla. i got a feeling i may fail physics. tmr taking the results liao. i hope my chinese can pass well. i keep getting like C5, C6.

sucks. i keep having this feeling that liking him is BLAH~ its not that he will like me or anything. BUT THE FEELING REALLY SUCKS.

I WAN MY FRINGE TO GROW LONGER AND REACH AOI'S LENGTH!!

//edit*
OMG! what happen to TORA. he got his hair blonde.. and saga's hair is not nice! MAN. he got such pretty hair last time. what they do to his hair! bla.. spoil his sexy face. lol. hiropon got more black hair. soybean freak oso has more black hair. *shou x hiroto makes such a good pairing. wahaha* nao has became the devil~ *i dun believe him, he's still pooh nao~ [wakaru]* here's a pic.

edit done~

2005-10-01T05:05:00.000+08:00

gah! i tried out my black nail polish and the quality sux! lol. nidta buy a better quality one. sucky.. wad can u expect from a SGD$3.90 nail polish. LOL.

now dl the glamourous sky pv. haha. i tink it would be nice. mika leh. sian` got my chem n phy results today. so sucky. but it was v unexpected that my chem practical got full marks. lol. i failed paper 2 badly. n i failed phy practical. i am so dead~

yip teng told me that HIROTO de shashin at mise liao! wahaha. da new goods arrived. tmr i am making my way there and BUY it with the shou one. *i wonder any more stock left* i am more of a alice nine fan den a gazette one. wahahaha. >_<

I WANT TO GO OUT!! so boring everyday at home. ever since prelims keep at HOME. i nid a life! LOL. someone ask me out. THANKS! lol. but now ppl gonna have exams liao. that's sucky i know. i have much experience. lol. everybody has lah. unless u dun go sch rite?

*sigh* today got the ernest wong again. lol. aiya. what he wans us to do is to study hard lmao. LOL that's wad he has been trying to tell us since feb, he's here to remind us today. lol. aiya. amanda signing off~ jya ne!~

2005-09-29T08:06:00.000+08:00

i am so glad that my friend thing is over. ureshii desu! ^__^

peeps. here's a song by mika nakashima. i love her as well.. her voice is great. anyway.. the song is written by HYDE. mika nakashima is starring in NANA -the movie-.. the story originates from the manga NANA. to visit the official web click here

finally my prelims are over` >_< i waited for this day for quite a while. hmm.. finally can relax a bit. i am curently counting down to O levels. i hope i dun feel so stressed up. my cousin has got engaged and is marrying sometime in november i tink. not sure about the details. things are happening so fast.

oh.. btw. w-inds. MAY come to singapore next year! vivian told me that ytd. i was SO HAPPY! lol. then i sorta scream? it was shown in YAHOO.CO.JP that they will be having ASIAN TOUR! omgomgomgomgomgomgomg.. *squeals* i am finally getting to see w-inds. yupps. n their tw tour has ended. lol. THE OPENING WAS SUGOII! even one of my classmates said it was. man I WANNA SEE!! *i hope that one day i can CONFIRM that they are really coming*

hmm.. pretty slack now` going mad.. listening to j-rock all the time. and of cos i still listen to w-inds. i still love them. >_< GAZETTE LIVE TOUR IS DAMN HIGH CAN!! wahahaha i wanna watch it now. ok jya ne!~

2005-09-28T05:03:00.000+08:00

Warning: THIS IS A REALLY DEPRESSING.

i hate my life. fcuk it.

been feeling depressed lately.

its because of him and my frends.

dunno what happen between me & my frends.. its like the same thing repeating.

feel like venting my anger for treating me this way. was so desperate that i even spoilt my comp on button.

anyway.. nobody from sch reads my blog. so who cares? i can rant and rave all i want.

I NEED MY SONGS! damn it.

nobody ever understands me. i dun evn think they care.

craps. enough for now.

2005-09-26T07:10:00.000+08:00

wee~ i bought my black nail polish. wahaha. ytd i go eat din din at big bowl. but i tink the food only taste so-so nia. its quite ex. hmm. and peeps. the song ya are listening to is COCKROACH by GAZETTE. it rocks your head off. LOL. to stop just click the stop button on the top~

i am supposed to study now. but i came down for TEA BREAK! i am so hungry. cos i din eat much during lunch cos the food sux. tmr got a maths paper 1. i tink i am going to fail it. SUCKY!! can't wait fr my prelims to end.. den can relax a bit more.

ok. bye bye

2005-09-25T05:07:00.000+08:00

kyah~ i obviously changed my layout~ lala.. its so nice. *self-praise* but i am really happy with this layout.. featuring BIS: believe in style~ gosh~ comment on the layout? >_<

later got tuiton leh. cho siann` i wan it to end soon. hurry hurry. some ppl really cannot accept j-rock, i mean. its not bad or anything. its just that they should stop critisizing them. about the way they look, the way they dress.. just remember don't critisize them in front of my face. thanks. and i would appreciate that~

w-inds. is in taiwan now. n today and tmr would be the concert.. i so wanna go. lalala. the clothes they wore here are cho nice~ like j-rocker. LOL. i guess its a change? its really fashinable. and i tink its designer labels. ryu even painted his nails. and wore the skirt thingy. lol. he looks really cute. not neglecting the other 2, ryo & kei. haha. keita still has the red streaks! and i could not see ryo's hair. cos he was wearing something. lmao. keita looks really tall~ one day mus stand beside him. lol

wah~ I WANNA GO JAPAN DURING HOLIDAY! anybody sponsoring me? lol. go to harajuku & shibuya~ maybe even can go see the peace & smile tour by PSCrockers. wahahaha. n a9 is releasing a new mini album~ w-inds. new single. bis new single on the 23rd november!!! why is my bro so LUCKY~ its on his b-day// damn i wished i was born earlier.

after O levels. i also wanna work. lala. den save money buy j-rock clothes~ and of cos it would cost a bomb.. i dun evn know if my mum allow me to wear that.. she will think i siao~ wear so many layers.. then sg is SO HOT!! that's wad she would say. i told her i wanted to buy knee length socks she was like siao ah~ weather so hot. still wanna wear.. den i was like for the shoe mah~

but before thinking so much after O levels. i better start thinking on how am i goin to pull through this one full whole month by studying EVERYDAY! its like super suffering for someone like me who is plain lazy and sad to say, not hardworking at all~ feel like smacking myself real hard and ask myself to wake up from this slumber and tell myself that "wake up man~ this is like your most impt point in your life. make a mistake, and you are a goner~"

amanda really regrets for not studying hard for the past 3 years. so you ppl. who are still in lower sec or sec 3, better wake yrself up if u have not been studying. if not will regret like me.. i am still wondering how can i use one month to study 2 years of books somemore. its like 10 subjects? let's all work hard together~ minna mo ishouni GANBATTE ne!!

w-inds. no sannin~ ganbatte for yr upcoming concert~ w-inds. fans all around the world will be suporting ya three~ so continue to work hard and be at yr best~ we <3 ya to bits~

2005-09-23T05:57:00.000+08:00

wahahaha. i am obviously slacking now. so obvious wad? lol. listening to j-rock. to relieve stress. *you believe?* i am sure you dun.. for the past few days was pia-ing all my studies ah! study until like siao char bor. but not good enuff. cos its all last minute.. rest assure that i won't do that O level. if i do that. i am such a fool.

i wanna change my blog layout! and song. wahaha.. nelia` help me make leh! PLEASE? i beg u! make anything. to do with j-rock.. so j-rocked nowadays. haha... siao liao. i am neglecting w-inds. lala. nvm lah.. after that will go back to them de. cos keita voice rocks. but so does shou, ruki & yomi. lala.

jus now i crazy one. go write testimonial for several peeps! haha. they may think i am so free.. lol.. like no need to study liddat. lol. but of cos need lah.. lata i wanna go practise the DAMN physics. tmr paper 2 leh.. and so fast... its friday! FRIDAY! FRIDAY!! lol.

i am so depressed over some stupid matter. should be something to do with him bah! grr. i dun wanna get mad.. but AH!! dun wanna tok about it liao.. SICK SICK!! dun feel like telling him liao. i mean.. what's the point? feel so weird after saying...

i wanna cut j-rock hairstyle after my O levels! hope by then my hair is long long like last time.. den can CUT maru's HAIRSTYLE lol. or maybe hiro-pon's. maybe jus stick to something sinple. cos i no need to style lor. cos i hate styling. take up so much of the time to look nice. lol. not worth it. WASTE MY PRECIOUS TIME.

mus buy j-rock clothes oso.. anything to do with black, red white. can liao. lol. mus be nice nice.. i tink i sot liao.. AOI's clothes is damn nice in the zakurogata no yuuutsu!! got this thing hanging.. lol. cho nice!! i wan that costume.. but it needs $$$. someone provide? joking lah!!

gonna 3pm le! u know what.. i am goin off soon to do my physics.. remember? haha.. ok bye.

2005-09-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

haha. so long neh update liao. miss me? lol *being lame* today damn jia lat. haiz. physics practical was shyt. the day b4 was quite ok. it was bio_chem. studied SS jus now. i think i am really v behind time. may just flop the whole prelims anytime. BAD BAD. tmr gotta pia for everything liao. dunno when can pia finish.

after prelims have to do study and revision again as O levels is coming and i hate it. this year FLYS damn fast. i hate it too. wanna turn back time also cannot. *i wish* sicko~ but thinking about the times after O levels makes me wanna really study hard. but there's still no DAMN motivation.. feel like smacking myself to be woken up n realise that i have to like study now. *SMACKS*

lala. jus now i watch the "yu le bai fen bai" den hor, w-inds. was featured leh! ku ku. they went tw already.. i tink. AH! so idiot. they somemore giving away free tix. OMG! *screams* the tw fans are damn lucky if u ask me. almost every artiste will go their country one lor. xcept j-rockers bah.

actually i slept thru the afternn. but now i still feel tired! i tink i nidta sleep early today. so tmr i can feel refreshed and can study better! >_< i miss y putside sch frends! =D heh.. wanna go to jrock party and cosplay again! so damn nice lor! gothic lolita! gothic gothic gothic! gazette, alice nine! wee~

the axis of truth 2 is getting scarier. lol. kowai! o(x_X)o BoA new korean album is nice leh. her MV damn hiong. den hor. the 5566 "long time no see" album sux! dunno what the heck they singing. disgusting lah!

2005-09-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

omg! today so fun. i met peih, nelia, yip teng and jiaxin aka unknown. lol. hmm. she's actualy a v nice person. that's what i tink. but pple get the wrong perspective of her. that's bad! hmm.. i was late.. cos the damn BUS! was stucked in traffic jam.

reached there.. yip teng could not recognise me. she said cos i cut my hair. haha. >_< i feel so jrocked when i reached there. cos everyone is jrock fans! woo~ rox rox rox. hmm.. we hanged out at mise for quite long.

we headed down to kino.. look at a few magazines and then go eat the modanyaki. haha. it felt so dry! lol. i ate so slow. make everyone wait for me. feel so bad.

den go to lucky plaza. lol man. we go see the house of stars. lol. all chinese in there. nothing nice. hmm.. then go to heeren cos wanna take purikura. y peih dun wan take! the 1st pruikura machines was horrible! i tink we din choose the correct options bah! we dun und japanese man!

lata went to this shop near suntec. BUY POSTERS!! omg. there were w-inds. ones! and the shop owner said maybe there were gazette's! haha. that made sosme of us scream! haha! >_< haha. i wan alice nine one more! XD i bought my w-inds. ones! wee. gonna put them up someday! wee!

den i went home with nelia. haha. we sat different trains. den my train damn packed. haha. after a while not much pple. den my father drove me back. he din ask me about the posters. maybe he knew! lol.

forget to tell ya all. we saw this gazette promo poster for tour one! damn nice! but v ex! n hiroto tour shashin is GONE! bcos of yip teng! she bought the last one! AH!! i bought daikon de! lol. he's chio! and i <3 him too! haha.

2005-09-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

should i go town tmr? i tink i shouldn't. i dun know.. i mean saturday i have to go again? so why not sat? lol. but if i dun go tmr. i can't meet yip teng! >_< v long never see her le!!

now i am downloading winamp player now. cos i hate media player. heh. now i know the reason why i can't play games on internet with my comp last time. the graphics card spoil. now i have a new graphics card. maybe i should download maple story? lol. wait til after Os bah.

this few days keep studying physics. other subjects haven touch. i tink i better TOUCH them tmr! but... *screams* ARGH ARGH!!

i tink i am gonna flunk my prelims!

2005-09-05T14:34:00.000+08:00

lala. today 4th Sept le. haven studied much though.. i tink i am waiting to be thrown off the building! today. i packed my room. clear the stuff on the bed. still left a lot of stuff.. all towels and bedsheets. lol my room is in such a mess.

for dinner.. i went to ramen-ten. haha. is a jap food shop.. duh. it doesn't play jap music. and instead it plays love songs. lol. and the person can't even say irashai-shimasen rite. blah~ after that went to my grandma house. i was flipping through the old issues of "you- weekly". i saw the album NEWS- TOUCH being featured. haha. yamapi v shuai! >_< massu so cute.

when will they ever feature a DECENT ARTICLE of JAPAN STARS! its all gossips and stuff! grr... now my comp. is in the midst of repair. dunno when it will be back. i miss it terribly. lol. come back liao. the computer will be so free from viruses and worms.

jus now.. i was so bored that i took the camera and took pictures.. too bad i can't load it in the comp now. NO COMPUTER. *btw. i'm using my bro's comp for yr info* toking about ytd.. i went to mise right after tuition and waited there for like 2 whole hours; waiting to buy the pi-chi lip balm.. gosh there were so many new goods. >__< alice nine had their tour shashins. i wanna buy hiroto's.. w-inds. one is the new e-tower. i wan.. =D

yepp. forget to tok about the ppl i met. i met zi xuan, nelia` n denise. haha. she's so tall. v cute! den i go eat dinner with nelia` at kobayashi. quite oishii~ yumyum.. speaking about that.. i want to go JAPAN! haiz. no money now. no money no talk!

saw vian's blog. it says that w-inds. 17th single is coming out on the 23rd Nov. haha. my bro b-day seh! + O levels is gonna be SO OVER; on that day is prom night. so many things happening. i tink i am gonna go crazy on whole day. jump around like a mad idiot. trash all my books in the bin. LMAO i guess the single will be my bestest b-day present EVER! happy happy happy

2005-09-03T06:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday go mise meet vivian.. i saw yuan bin!~ heh.. but we never tok much also. x_X vivian came late! =P oh ya. when i went in mise. saw sly. lol. but u tink i care? no lah! jus thinks he looks familiar. cos of his hairstyle. until bee har ask me. "does he look familiar?" lol. he was with 2 girls.. looking at gazette.. BLAH!

haha. ytd we spent like 1h30mins talking to bee har. haha. so funny lor. she was talking about her experiences in JAPAN. lol. damn! i wanna go JAPAN! nelia` n bee har going there end of the year.. gosh >__< i wanna go *screams* while talking, i felt so sick. like gonna faint~ cos i didn't eat breakfast n lunch. XD

after that go eat at yoshinoya.. dunno why leh.. eat until v weird. not nice one. haiz. maybe its cos of my appetide? *i tink i spelt it wrongly* then we started doing mathematics. haiz. do v little only lor. for the 2 hours there. was so bored of doing maths that we went to kinokuniya. go there see see look look. haha nothing. lol

vivian said she wanted to get her fren's prezzie. so we went back heeren's mini toons. she bought this transparent cup* on it were some friendship stuff* then we decided to head home. haha. we walked from heeren to far east to take bus. lmao.

today was so crappy` i tod got lessons after exams. lol. so stupid rite? lucky i din bring much books. i forget my chinese dictionary. >__> lucky my fren brought.. but she not taking chinese. den she lend me lor.. now her dictionary with me.

after chinese paper 1, me n siok hwa go eat at the food center. is that wad u call it? lol. i eat so slow sia. cos of the plate lor. then we walked one big round to the bus stop. she pei me wait for my bus.. on the way back.. that stupid man ask me for $$ again. i tink he is a cheat! he's been asking me dunno how many times. cannot count liao lor. better tell my mother later.

jus now i dl BoA's moto mv. BUT CANNOT SEE! damn the file so big lor. took so long to dl..den cannot see. i try again.. if cannot i ask my fren send me lor.. she's sort of a BoA fan lah? but not those crazy ones.

i wan w-inds. 16th single de c/w! i heard it.. but i wan the full version.. anybody who has it please send me? thanks.. ah w-inds. w-inds. w-inds.

2005-09-02T02:49:00.000+08:00

hey. finally an update rite? XD anywayz... change layout le. not i do one.. so OBVIOUS. randomly took it from blogskins.com.. i have no idea for layout lor. brain dead. there is a tagboard somewhere. jus scroll.

oh yeah. later around 2 meeting vivian at mise. to do some maths practises! heh. she wanted me to teach her.. so i try lor. my maths also not very good. I wan the w-inds. poster! it would be really great if i can have it! *crap*

yesterday's teachers' day celebration was nice. haha. but some of the dances was like shit. and there was a skit. haha. so funny lor. is like some singing audition.. then got da yang *mei ren yu*, fei mao, and another one.. i forget wads the name.. its really hilarious. my bro got dance lor. danced para para sakura. lol. i see until i laugh like siao. I tink the last item was the nicest among all.. the dance was SUGOII. when will ppl dance to a jap song man.. all eng/chin dam sian one leh.

i cracked my plate thingy lor. den ytd night waited so long to see the dental.. lol. about 1h30mins den my turn liao. they had to like "glue" it together. wait so long. til ard 9pm den finish doing. came home i watched the chn 8, 7pm show.. i asked my dad to tape it. after watching.. i went to sleep liao.

NOW i am sitting in front of my comp. typing this entry. listening to ellegarden.. kaze no hi.. i <3 funny bunny. and the good morning kids. heh. IZAYOI no TSUKI is OUT in japan le! it was out ytd! so happy. it means that my single will be coming soon.. WEE~

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

2005-08-22T08:38:00.000+08:00

wee-u-weet~ ytd had s u p e r great time! was whole day at orchard with vian! >_< i skipped my tuition.. wahahaha!
1st: we met at mise. i was kinda late though! n vian got her super lover 1st press single! she got w-inds. trading card thing.. so NICE!
2nd: we ordered izayoi no tsuki together. lmao. i bought a few unofficial shashins since there were no new official de.
3rd: headed to taka.. kinokuniya. see jap magazines. cho kirei ne! mio is so pretty!
4th: headed to wisma to see mickey mechandise.. very ex. but the clothes are really nice.
5th: go far east plaza.. exploring the whole place.. lol. we wanted to find some shop.. but couldnt find.. so lata peih told me they were in town.. so we decided to meet them at kinokuniya. den vian bought her magazine.. den she left... leaving me, peih & nelia`
6th: we then headed to FAR EAST plaza again.. n take purikura! lala. it din turn out great cos the MACHINE sux! bla~ lousy old machines.

after all this.. i headed to the hyatt hotel for yuri's b-day.. handed her present to her.. and tok to some peeps.. yea. den we went in! place so grand. *btw. the b-day girl was wearing a gown!* looks pretty nice on her.. haha.. me dun have the "body" to wear it. LMAO! haha. we had buffet dinner.. food was yummy. *oishii ne!*

after eating.. we played games.. haha. quite funny the host.. the games were also hilarious! lol. after all the game thing.. we had CAKE! it was rather sweet.. lucky it was only a small piece.. den was the dance thing.. everybody was so high.. like on ecstasy.. lmao.. jus jk..

after dancing. bid goodbyes and went home.. yea!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY YURI! & HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY KAI LING! i dun tink they will even see this.. but its ok.. lol

2005-08-19T13:17:00.000+08:00

big news!! vivian is not going to update her blog till after O levels.. maybe i should do the same.. haha.. den can concentrate on my studies.. and stop being a slacker!! heh...

haiz.. my stupid chinese O level got only like C5! bla~ den i have to retake lor.. and my english oral was quite ok i tink.. but the examiner rush me! so kuku.. dun let me say finish my picture.. i got so much to say lor..

i should not hide anymore.. this coming saturday.. will be yuri's b-day party.. so "long jong"~ its held in hotel.. liddat nor.. den i dressed like siao char bor go.. lol. no lah.. maybe after the event.. i load some pics for ya to see lor.. haha.

i wan cosplay!! maybe after Os. wee~ haha. jrock in the house yo! lmao. haven order izayoi no tsuki lor. haha.. maybe this coming sat bah~ if not no time le!! after Os.. me n nelia gonna learn japanese.. hu wanna come? tell me or nelia.. woot~

haiz.. left like 3 weeks to prelims.. and 2 mths to Os. tink i can make it? OF COS! jus have to study really HARD. i mean it! liddat den can choose wad course i wanna take.. YES! i can do it!! ganbarimasho!! >_<

2005-08-14T12:18:00.000+08:00

yes! i finally got my super lover t-shirt!! i can go cancel it from my list.. left POL de.. woo.. i bought a necklace today.. 2 crowns.. haha. i <3 it. lol.

so sad to hear that RYO does not like visual kei! meaning.. he doesn't like girls dressed in gothic lolita.. heard it from wflforums.org.. bah~ nvm! i am still gonna <3>_<

i haven ordered IZAYOI NO TSUKI.. i am waiting for vivian to MAKE her move 1st. lol.

I AM A FAN OF VIVIAN'S BLOG! lets make that clear one and for all. in fact i am teh no.1 fan *waves banner*

weee~ today is last epi of the "bo ming lao gong zhui lao po" n "tian long pa bu".. HAHA.. i go watch SHOW le!! my stupid bro took my seat! blah~ i decided to sit on the floor *so POOR THING* lol. jkjk.. sit on the floor only..

haiz. next week got CHEMISTRY test.. so sicko.. is all teh chaps we have learnt.. haiz..A LOT OK.. haven started lor.. gah.. about 22 chapters to study.. O level is even worse..

my uncle is gonna buy me a sling bag as promised.. wee~ i am so happy.. i tink i "salt" liao..

2005-08-12T12:46:00.000+08:00

woo.. time passes darn quick.. national day over le.. i jus dled LEAD's new album. haha. now listening to it.. no doubt.. they are getting better.. mus let my fren hear.. NATSU is the best! summer tours goin on in japan..

GOSH.. today the JAPANESE STUDENTS come to my sch! i din know until i saw them.. cannot evn tok to them lor.. so ku ku.. AH!! my hopes are dashed..

bistic tv got episode 2 le.. haha. maru maru maru!! wee.. tsukasa so cute.. he keep wanna eat ppl head.. lol. he oso wanted to "crash" seika's head.. haha.. so funny.. yes! i am starting to see SEIKA shuang le.. lol.

baby running wild! i <3>_<

today got back my e & a maths test results.. heng ah.. i nver FAIL!! n tell u wad.. i scored well for 1 a maths paper.. wee. so happy.. siao one rite? liddat oso can happy. heh =D omfg! tmr i tink getting my o level chinese results.. SO FAST seh! i hope i do well or soemthing.. i dun wan to retake ne!! wish me lucks!~

jus now went to eh.. alice nine community on LJ. den hor.. got some screencaps.. yeah~ so CUTE!! hiroto .. lala XD haha. it comes from kagrra's dvd thingy.. here's the link..

http://www.livejournal.com/community/alice_nine/87787.html#cutid1

woot~ cute ain't they.. haha.. they are not kowai!! they are KAWAII desu.. haha.. nao n his wakaru.. wakaru Wakaru WAKARU!!! yeah.. i tink i am goin crazy v soon.. can v well end up in hougang chalet AGAIN!! heh.. wFL alice nine & gazette good-ness~

2005-08-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

ytd ah.. celebration for national day not that exciting.. so boring. lol. but band played their pieces which they played when they went to sentosa.. musical fountain.. on 6th August.

after the celebration. me n my frens.. cheryl, hk n kai hui go watch CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY. heh.. the willy wonka weird weird one.. haha.. the show so funny.. after watching the show.. we go to my fren's house.. haha.. n i play sims 2: university expansion. haha.. play until v siao.. lol. everyday have party.. lol

today is national day... but like nothing.. lol. not patriotic. listening to jap song instead of national day song. lol. IZAYOI NO TSUKI... ah!! siao liao.. ytd chatting with ph until so siao.. lol. we suddenly speaking like nihon-jins.. but the jap is not biao zhun 1. wad can u expect.. when we dun go 4 jap lessons?

ytd chatting oso can become high lor. lol. can suddenly go siao over w-inds. & alice nine.. heh.. =D today i have a nice chat with my mum.. she beli good.. she will tok to me.. my father seldom. I AM REALLY GOING CRAZY. high on drugs.. jk jk.. everytime got nothing to show u all de.. not nice rite? maybe tonight i goin to watch fireworks.. den i take photo.. den show u... jya for now................. daisuki atashi no tomodachi.. XD

2005-08-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

yes! i have finished all my common tests for the week.. lala.. so happy.. that i went mise today! lol n i bought 1 w-inds. official shashin, 1 ryohei shashin. was tempted to buy alice nine ones.. but in the end didn't..

yea.. we came across 3 gd-lookin jap guys at kino.. hoho.. den got one guy he is the "teppei-look alike" heh... he got a little brother.. tads what we think.. so cute lor.. den when we goin down the escalator.. he kip lookin at us.. haha.. den i did a peace sign to him.. but he din respond. lol.

ph was supposed to look foor bags.. but nothing suited her taste.. so she din buy.. evn if it suited her taste, too ex liao.. so din buy...

we go mise agian.. den we came across jap girls.. i tink they are foreign exchange students.. haha.. cos they come here for holiday.. lol. no la.. exchange program.. gosh.. i wished i could go japan.. n den hor.. i oso can't wait for my sch excange program de japs to come.. haha.. the jap gals is sibeh vain.. haha.. i would not wanna tok about it.. >_>

oh ya.. i saw fiona xie today... she was in a hurry.. and i "wanted" her sig.. lol.. LMAO.. den she gone liao.. haha.. she was at heeren today... nobody approached her!! LOL

2005-08-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

tmr is the start of a new week at sch.. how i wish i could turn the clock backwards.. to a time where i was so carefree, with nothing to worry about. life has been so unrealistic.. everything's been repeating continously.

i am always confused about the stuff around me.. why do i pull myself deep into this feeling.. is it that irresistable? why am i constantly thinking about him. WHY!! i wished i could just die without thinking so much.. then, everything would be gone wouldn't it?

why can't some people appreciate wad i like? is it tad horrible? i mean.. they are just normal people.. they need love. just like us... why can't people understand that?

we are all equal.. why is it that there are bombings in this world? they just can't accept the fact that everyone is equal... the world is such a terrible place... with fightings, killings, bombings.. innocent people die everyday.. we should be greatful that we are living in this world.. but i can't...

i cannot hold on to the burden that i have.. i cannot withstand the power of it.. even if i die, the problem will still not be resolved.. so why not..live your life to fullest...

erm.. my teachings are over.. does it even make sense? >_>

2005-08-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

I AM OBSESSED with ALICE NINE!! XD

heh.. nice starting for the day.. nowadays keep listening to shou's nice voice n the nice rock music!! rocks my whole house down.. i don't think anybody in my class likes them.. its hard for them to like j-pop.. wanna tok about j-rock? nah~

ytd.. went orchard! for wad? u shld noe bah~ but i din go mise!! n on the way back.. i saw 2 alice nine fans.. lol. my neighbour cum fren.. hu else.. lol. they say they got laminated posters i guess? could not catch wad they say.. lol. ah.. me so jealous!! she evn buy the mini album.. if i buy.. i tink i gonna be really broke!

next wk got lotsa common tests.. all the GCE "O" LVL ENGLISH ORAL EXAM fault... actually also no need to change one lor.. damn the sch.. make me.. so kan chiong.. den got no time to study.. idiot sia..

i din do too well for my amths n ss test.. for emaths n physics was kinda ok.. heh.. i feel gd when i score well.. but for my ss.. its like nothing.. lol. i am always failing it.. its so BLAH~ no mood for ss n lit..

w-inds. 16th maxi single cover is darn kirei... come, i will show u the beautiful cover. lol

=D its v kirei.. i wonder how the song will be like.. its defintely gonna be a sad song.. den we will cry all over again.. jus like wad i did to ageha.. lol. w-inds. sing sad songs pretty well.. keita sing until got a lot of feeling.. sabishii na~

anyway, w-inds. n alice nine are having tours now!! minna san, ganbatte kudasai!! amanda will be rooting for you!! singapore fans too!! >_<

2005-07-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i changed my blog layout le.. nice rite? but i am sure some ppl dun appreciate them lor.. den keep saying they are gay.. Please lor.. they are NOT gay! freak lah.. dun like j-rock dun criticise k... watch it man!

nowadays, everyday rememdial.. until stay in sch til ard 4+.. sibei sian.. but i tink its for my own good.. so for the sake of my "O" levels.. i will stay n study.. for the sake of studying.. ganbarimasu yo! minna mo ishouni ganbatte!! for the last time.. lets chiong all the way to the "finish" line.

now w-inds. are in the midst of their 2005 ageha live tour.. i so envy jap n tw fans.. a9 also having their tour.. n they gonna have some sort of combine concert.. sure will rock the whole place down.. haha.. my blog got nothing to show de.. lata i mus go vian's blog to see if she got update.. cos its another w-inds. day! woot~

next week, the whole week will be piled up with common tests.. haven evn studied for anything.. today jus did 1 maths paper.. but din do finish.. yea.. today hor.. during maths remedial, cher giv us a temasek e maths paper 2 to do.. wah kao.. so chim and difficult.. i do until so pek lor.. their paper already so difficult, wad to u think raffles instituition will b like.. mus be goddamn difficult seh!~ trying to kill us only..

i am still alice nine siao.. haha.. 5 j-rock hotties on the loose in japan.. woot~ <3 shou's voice. <3 hiroto's cuteness. <3 tora kewl-ness. <3 saga chio-ness. <3 nao's chubby face.. lol. like pooh bear.. lol. heh XD tora with specs v nice leh.. so gd-lookin.. yea.. and i saw this bis clip.. haha. so funny.. they kip saying wakaru! tsukasa so cute.. hehe.. maru v shuai leh! i see the seika bu shuang leh.. shou was in it too.. his smile cho kawaii!!

cham ah.. last time my blog all w-inds. w-inds. now.. all j-rock.. cham cham.. dun be mistaken hor.. w-inds. is still my first priority! daisuki w-inds. desu! my ryo-kun *rabu-rabu* lala.. really not much w-inds. stuff leh.. except for the latest ju-non! heh.. ryo kun smile is cho kawaii desu! not forgetting ryuichi's ponytail.. haha.. cho funny.. like a lil girl! they are practising for ageha tour.. ganbatte ne w-inds. no san-nin! singapore fans will be rooting for w-inds.!!

2005-07-24T14:37:00.000+08:00

wahahaha.. i GOT MY RYOHEI UCHIWA!! so ureshii! heh.. den i bought 1 gazette & 1 alice nine laminated poster.. n i buy w-inds. bestracks album.. haha.. finally i have all the albums.. bloody fuck.. should not have buy from sembawang.. THEIR CD qualities are SHIT!!

aniwayz.. today we had a hard time selling the national day pins.. took 4 long hours to finish 50 collar pins.. darn.. mus have 100 over bucks in the bag.. =D den pple are so wary of us lor.. see us than "run away".. so bad.. i donated 1 buck to some charitable organisation.. why are all those ppl working in such organisations so corrupted.. one word: GREED 1st:nkf, now:SATA

jus now i watch the chn U de "tian long ba bu" lol.. so "wu xia" but its nice.. heh.. my mum n bro influ de.. oh ya.. today when i go heeren take puri with my frens.. i saw js! haha.. she din evn see me lor.. how blur can she be.. lol XD

i can't wait for my super lover tee.. yb said the printing will be done on monday.. i cant believe i am printing that shirt for 20 bucks.. lol. only use black nia.. LOL anyway.. in the 1st place.. its "pirated" lol.

suddenly have this obsession over mio.. lol. something in my mind triggered that.. w-inds. will forever be my 1st priority... alice nine.. gazette! haha.. my idols.. their fans.. woo.. my fren got a gloomy bear keychain for me.. haha.. i can't wait to see it.. cos i nver seen it b4.. LOL

2005-07-22T05:28:00.000+08:00

i am so happy today.. we dun have ss remedial today.. which means no test! whoops! now i am at my frend's hosue listening to ageha.. heh.. i feel so sad just by listening to it..

tmr we are having flag day.. heh.. and i will be heading to raffles place to sell the national day pins.. anyone wanna buy? lol.. its for the community chest and its benefitiaries *i dunno how to spell* each pin cost 2 bucks. i'm sure everyone can afford. lucky its not nkf.. i doubt anyone will wan to donate man..

i shall blog more later.. got nothing to write now.

2005-07-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

yay! tmr is another w-inds. day on vian's blog. be sure to check it.. <3 her blog. i her fan kay! lol. yups.. den hor now waiting for my justice bao to start.. wait so long liao leh.. den hor.. jus now wen i came down, i left "gift" playing upstairs... if nobody stopped it.. it will be repeating n repeating.. the song beli nice ok.. i wanna know the translation of the lyrics..

now i cho bored sia. tmr got a maths test.. confirm will fail.. i am not doin so well for it.. but mus think positive. dunno why just now while studying i felt so sad.. that i wrote a lot of 'why' questions. most of them does not make sense.. but the whole thing kinda saddening.

blah~ my w-inds. fanfic cannot continue leh.. i no time to type lor.. cos i can't use comp everyday.. jus now go vian's best fren blog see see.. den got 1 entry say that dumbledore is killed by snape?? gosh. why mus he die.. man i mus read that book.. so hu is the half blood prince?

heh.. now rainy season.. den hor.. mus bring umbrella leh.. if not will sick. weather so cold nor.

darn it man.. i heard that myv was in tw. damn those tw fans.. they get everything.. the world is so unfair. why wouldn't w-inds. come here? we fans here wait until v despo liao. den hor.. evn ayumi never come.. den they come.. haha.. my fren today so bad.. she say w-inds. "yi gen mao" nver evn touch sg land.. den i so pek.. den she say at least BoA come here for mtv asia awards.. so PEK.. if w-inds. come.. they mus have concert!! i will be wishing on that day to come..

2005-07-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

hm.. i "begged" my dad to let me use comp n he agreed. so gd hor? heh. sat was freakin' fun. went to sentosa. played v-ball. play until my shoulder pain ah.. lol. too long nver play liao.. tmr somemore got PE leh.. play v-ball. i <3 v-ball..

man. i jus now went to wflforums.org n i saved a lot of digiphotos. all cho nice. my sekushii w-inds. daisuki dayo <3<3<3 n peeps, bpss campfire was not that great.. demo ne.. it was fun.. as i din go for cf 4 so long. i miss CAMPFIRE.

i saw the w-inds. 'ageha' tour 2005 de goods liao.. lightstick, uchiwa. I wan both of them. i wan MY fc limited edition PURIKURA. waited for it for so long seh.. so long haven come sia.. wait until v cham leh.. lata shall check out my frens blogs n comment...

neh neh.. did u see w-inds. no bourbon CMs.. its so kawaii leh! MI-CHAN! haha. the CM.. i tink is the cutest of all the CMs they have so far.. too bad they dun broadcast in sg.. if not my face will be glued to the telebi.. *btw, sg dun sell gum. haha =D*

aniway.. i dreamt of w-inds. yay! hooray.. ok.. it was the same scene.. twice man.. ok.. ph n vian were in it.. *confirm ph inside.. but vian not v sure* we came across keita in the 1st scene... and asked him for his sig... heh.. cool rite.. we alone with keitachi.. da next one.. was we saw keitachi *again* n ryo.. *where is ryu* we also asked for their sigs.. n evn ate lunch with them haha.. great neh?

minna-san.. i gtg n pom liao. mother screaming at me.. will edit lata if possible.. matte yo!~

2005-07-16T11:32:00.000+08:00

i am goin' nuts soon! i jus seen vivian's blog... and guess what i saw! w-inds. will probably be coming to SG. wah! i am so ureshii! gah~ finally can get to see them.. cos they said they actually wanna come here last year for a mini concert. but hor. no time.. den never.. if not last year can see liao.. OMG.

heh.. today listening was shit sia.. so idiot one. den now i dun gib a damn about it liao.. so sicko. gosh XD I AM TOO HAPPY! w-inds. is my medicine. haha =D

oh ya.. u noe my plate thingy in my mouth.. got a key to make it tighter.. den tmr i gonna make it tighter. da doc say after several mths, my mouth shape will look nicer.. cos now.. i cant close my mouth properly. lol.

tmr huh.. v busy sia.. morning= go sentosa. play. afternn = go orchard for tuition. night= have campfire at bishan park sec. so busy.. no time for homewk.. no time for study.. somemore have to pack my eng. and lit file. so cham~ den got test test test... shit sia.. got physics test..

today went to winnie's hse after the listening.. den her hse nice man.. nicer den mine.. mine like so dull looking. heh.. den we did physics lah.. den i go surf and look at vian's blog for pics.. dun forget i will always be vivan's blog no.1 fan! heh XD

now everybody in sch goin crazy about the project superstar.. but i tink.. not nice leh.. cos its chinese. haha. and u know wad. MY CLSMATES say that saga-kun looks like 'ren yao' so wad leh.. make me so sad =(.. but heng ah.. got one say they v chio.. i so happy. =D den they also say i "sot" why will like this kind of things.. but.. they appeal to me wad.. the world is too shallow.

it would be better if FLAME and Lead comes as well duncha tink? kill 3 birds with one stone.. can see 11 great guys.. singapore will go crazy.. woot woot. haha. mini concert mini concert! lookin fwd to it sia.. >.< daisuki w-inds.!!

2005-07-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

fuck sia.. i totally screwed my o level mother tongue oral today.. so SCREWED! man.. i keep stopping to think.. den so idiot! wah lan.. dun tink so much.. it just makes my blood boil!

ok.. w-inds. tour in japan will be starting soon! darn 2 more days! omg omg. i so wanna go! and i saw the goods list.. lala.. i wan so many things!! i definitely want my ryohei lightstick n uchiwa! gosh. i am going crazy..

den today i do maths.. i finally do homewk.. lol. no lah.. i always got do maths one.. the only homewk i dun do is english n lit. lol. useless one leh. never help at all one.. stupid ms yeo. lit project *irony* i haven do. haha.. so sian lor... physics homewk oso haven..

next week gonna have rememdial almost everyday.. life is gonna be boring. trust me.. its gonna be HELL... i printed alice nine pics and put in my file liao.. so nice! gosh.. hiroto so HOT. heh XD alice nine songs rox. mus oso get to see them LIVE.. i will freak out!

2005-07-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHERYL!!!

ok. i got something IMPORTANT to say. i won't be online till weekends/public holidays. weekdays will be like studying STUDYing and more STUDYING. yeah. gotta prepare for prelims. somemore i haven started...

dammit man. why are w-inds. fan in hk so lucky~ darn! if u had not seen vivian's blog. you better see it man. U WILL CRY OUT LOUD FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

singapore too small liao la. got nothing to invest in here. so what if got integrated resorts and casinos.. it will only pull in tourists in for a limited time only. lets see hows it gonna turn out.. and at the rate the diggers are digging, one fine day singapore might just sink into the sea and may be evn called the next "_______". *i forgot what was the city that sunk.* -.-

heh.. i been wanting to write fanfics. 'N' i finally thought part of the story.. and that part was the middle part. LOL i am now typing it out. woot woot~ it only involves a girl 'n' w-inds. i dun tink there will be any romance..... maybe just pure friendship that never ends? lol this is so LAME

this is KU KU! my bro is doing shit in his studies. 'n' my mother keep blaming me leh. its not that i dun wanna teach him.. is that i DUN LIKE it.. i mean. i dun have the talent to teach. and when the person cannot get it.. i tink i may just bang my head against the wall.

i HATE ppl hu claim that they are japan siao. but they are not. JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE BEEN TO JAPAN. does not mean that they are! they dun like jap bands. neither do they like anime? so its thaT what they call japan siao? i dun get it man! >=P *sticks out tongue in disgust*

2005-07-03T09:34:00.000+08:00

so stupid sia~ the bloody plate thingy the doc. jus forced it out lor.. den like dat i oso can take out lor. x_X

wondering why i wasn't online for the past few days? i told my dad to plug out the cpu plug so i wouldn't touch the computer so that i can touch on my revision for o level. haha. i couldn't stand without my computer so ytd i use it! heh XD and i was from wed onwards. now feeling much better. yay!

now having my break so i come online and blog lor. if not my blog looks so DEAD. evn the tagboard is dead. man! o level oral chinese is around the corner n i m having it on the 2nd last day. so sucky. haven prepared. i dun wan see the teacher's face.

ah! w-inds. "ageha" tour 2005 is COMING. u heard me? its coming!!! i so wanna go!! damn. i realli envy those jap fans. blah~i also wanna see j-rockers. my life is so dead. no excitement. lol
only can see them through screen! nice meh? no lah. live better mah. haiz.

my brother is so fucked up~ he v unreasonable one leh. he keep saying that if i use comp. he also mus use.. den liddat make me oso cannot use lor. so IDIOTIC. is not that i wanna say him but he really v bastard! i mean he use comp in the morning liao lor.

life in singapore is pretty boring.. maybe not pretty~ is VERY x100 we study 8 subjects. ppl in other countries only study 5 lor. haiz.. somemore they only study 1 language no 2nd language lor. so good rite? singapore ppl almost all bilingual.. some evn tri-lingual~ siao 1. so stress. no wonder so many ppl dying lah. lol i wonder how can we tahan so long. den the government say is for our own good. bullshit lah~ they onli wan money mah.. POLITICS sux. all wan POWER, MONEY.

2005-06-26T08:34:00.000+08:00

today go for my dental appointment at tanjong katong.. haha so far rite? put in the plate thingy. so xing ku!!

show u a pic of it~

see b4 mah? no rite? its like pushing my lower jaw out lor.. now so suan. den when i tok weird weird one! blah~ have to put this for 8 mths. den can put braces. i can't evn chew! so sad rite?

when i take out this things after 1 week i show u the pic of it.. heh. supposed to be studying now.. but nah~ too lazy.. n feel like slping to ward off the pain. haha. maybe i shld make a picture gallery in my blog. haha..

my winamp player has been repeating lil' crazy! its so nice.. now i listening to ageha.. i love that song a lot!!jus hope that i dun cry! girls can be so soft-hearted! why?

when will i have a chance to see w-inds.? every w-inds. fan in singapore mus be hoping for a day they could see them in their country.. there's a very unlikely chance i will be able to go japan. unless i do realli well for my Os. which i tink i would not?

y can some pple be so cruel hearted~ kills ppl by chopping their body parts off.. evn in the true files.. there was one they suspected that the killer placed the chopped body parts into curry and cooked it! imagine the person who eats it.. so gruesome!

and why is it that i sound so weird? deprived of love maybe? the world is just so unfair. blah~ ppl look at ppl blindly.. they dun look for their "insides" i believe i have very great frends if someone tells me my frens are shit.. its most likely i will bash them into a pulp! *or rather i get bashed cos i am jus so weak*

thinking back on my childhood days, reminds me of the day when my aunt was still alive.. n she was just so kind. how could they take away such a good person.. its realli hao xin mei you hao pao.. and why is it that.. all the good ppl die and the bad ppl be left in the world.. evn those clever ppl die earlier den the less clever ppl.

why mus they alwis separate the clever ppl from the "stupid" ppl. its not like they cant study or wad? evn the good schs wanna take in ppl with talent n the students in it mus live up to the school name. this is bullshit. why cant osama juz bomb all the good schs.. wouldn;t singapore have no talent.. den they will come to regret it! *sticks out tongue*

2005-06-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

heh. am i v bad? my fren is performing in choir concert.. but i dun wan go. >.> tmr i hav dental appointment leh! i so scared! the plate thing. nobody put b4. i mean nobody i noe put b4 lah. so i kinda freaked out`

i am always wondering. why i have so many problems? maybe not as many as those more unfortunate ppl. but i always wonder~ is defintely not a blessing. could it be a blessing in duiguise? you could never know. life can be so unpredictable`

haha. show u all something~

ageha translated by Thea
the loneliness I threw away hardens in the snow
as you go like an awkward flower blooming
I'm sorry I dodged your dreams that day
I was the only one who could've ran after it, so day

like that summer day when I ran after an ageha
I can capture that dream again that way
So if you are my best friend

being surrounded by friends, you shook hands with them
I was the only one who was a bit separated, as I saw you off
without understanding even the meaning, I was able to sing along
but i knew the pain in that song

it's time for you to set off, for us to part
I whistle that song for you
instead of saying "goodbye"

our eyes met over the window sill of the train
because you smiled gently, it seemed like i was about to cry

like that summer day when I ran after an ageha
I want to run after that dream again that way
So like you were my best friend

like that summer day when I ran after an ageha
we promised right? that we won't part
So staying as best friends

on days we can't meet
So I can call you my best friend
So you can be my best friend
Sincerely yours with all my heart

it does not seem to make sense though. to me that is.. but its one touching song. i cried while watching the pv. *sobs* maybe i shld try uploadin it and show u peeps! lol

blah~ i feel like crying now. someone please comfort me!~

2005-06-24T13:10:00.000+08:00

haha. moi so happy!! my frend say itsuka niji no shita de nice!! ureshii desu!

ytd went out with vian. den saw `nelia at mise. haha. she was tokin to bee har~ she ish so friendly. haha. can chat with her while you r there. heh!

den we took puris. 3 times. somemore same machine. taking puri is so fun. maybe one day. can push w-inds. into a puri machine n take with them.. =X me siao liao *gets chased by millions of fangirls*

MACHINE: ulala~

this is the 1st puri taken at heeren. hehe. see "bourbon" too bad i held it the other way round. wasted sia.

2nd one at cineleisure. now.. we advertising for dwango! lol. vian phone so pretty. got a lot of nice stuffs! n look! w-inds. in it with us. lol. *they look so WHITE* vivian so bad!! scare me. but i dun look scare.. cos i was about to laugh.. cos pose in front of camera too long. lol

w-inds. with us again.. the camera too bright liao. like this.. anibody can go advertise for the non-pimple cream or wadeva.. haha. n me trying to eat the 2 little thingys there. haha.

*end of purikuras*

ytd at mise. buy lots of bromide cards? *is that wad u call them?* ya.. bought 3 packs lor. haha. and got 1 lucky draw blabla.. u know the price is wad? go mise and check yrself!! i wanna win it.. haha. n here's a w-inds. pic for entertainment.

look! they are so CUTE! totemo kawaii desu! see ryo with his "fuck" t-shirt once again. haha maybe all the fangirls stole all his clothes! one of them would be me =X haha.

aniwayz. i read from wflforums.org that ryuichi kissed ryohei! omg o_O n ryu was the 1 hu forced ryo down. ah! talk about yaoi~ lol *yaoi fangirls will scream* ryu evn said he might kiss keitachi. wonder how is he able to do that though. hentai ryuichi!!! check the link out!

link here: http://wflforums.org/index.php?showtopic=15540&st=0

hehe. he admitted it himself. haha he is one lucky guy! lol~ and keita kip hugging ryo & ryu! haha. kawaii!! during several interviews when one is intro-ing. 1 of them will look at the person talkin. SO CUTE!!

ok. enough of fangirling~

i did my homewk today! haha. just started. i did biology.. nvm lah.. slowly do. can finish one. haha.. left 3 days til sch reopen. haha! today got tuition again. den everyday go orchard. haha. i waiting for the e-tower to some leh. den can buy.. but cos now. most bands preparing for concert so not much new goods. i wan watch gazette n alice nine live tours! it will be great.. come everybody.. pack and leave for `nelia's house *once she gets her gazette tour!!* lol entry fee: 10 bucks. lol.

2005-06-20T09:22:00.000+08:00

lala~ i am back from shopping. bought one skirt & 3 quarter pants. *both r black* my mother rush me nors. haiz~ den she buy so many korean tops. haha. in the end the bill is 125 bucks. lol.

my mother allow me buy cap/hat! but i din buy.. cos not v nice! i wan go heeren tad shop there buy! heh.. den i tink next week i goin far east plaza look for tops and HIGH CUT SNEAKERS!!

blah~ tmr there's sch and physics tuition again!! den after that gonna cut hair? yeah! cut jap style!! my mother say jap clothes like AUNTIE. lol. i was like LMAO. v fast hor. holi gonna over liao. den next wk sch reopen le. so sian. den gotta start studying lo.. life is so boring.

daisuki w-inds.!! i go take photo of my room!! bbl
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*back*

ok! its picture time!

this is my w-inds. corner desu! heh. i lurve it! but i wan new posters! den can add to my collection~ heh!!

this sister princess poster is on my door. *obviously* its beside my w-inds. corner.

heh! yaoi corner. wee!~ feat. horoxren. bro-incest: sessxinu. and spiral:ayumuxeyes.

my j-rock corner! heh. alice nine posters nia~ see that white strip over there?? *it states "reserved for tora from alice nine." LOL

no more pictures. i am selling my anime POSTERS!! hu wan?? lol. i doubt anybody reading my blog will one!! LOL

2005-06-18T14:09:00.000+08:00

heh. today go tuition.. after that was out for the whole day. din do homewk. haiz. i gonna be so dead. o levels are comin'

today i saw jap kodomo. cho kawaii seh! somemore is like 1 grp of them. haha. tmr i am goin out! and buy things. maybe buying high-cut sneakers. wee~ but liddat i new year cannot buy new shoe? u tink worth it?

shalala. me lurve jap fashion! me & peih opened a gothic lolita magazine. inside content so kirei . got one outfit rather nice. but if wanna tailor it. would be cho expensive. mother will KILL me!!

but realli leh. singapore's fashion not nice leh. all t-shirt & jeans. wanna be the oustanding one? wear jap clothes can liao. lol. gah! i hope my mother will buy me some jap clothing. i scare she say not nice! bwah! tmr goin orchard again. been goin there for like 4 days le. LOL

aniway, i bought saga and nao poster liao. my room looks so kirei. i lurve my w-inds. corner and my j-rock corner! both are little corners where i put posters lah! i wanna buy some posters! esp. j-rock! and w-inds. official ones ne! silver said theres a place to buy. but i dunno where?

my fren today cho ROFL. they say that one day i will migrate to japan & if i make it big there, (have a jap husband? LMAO) dun forget them! den they can have free tour to japan. wahahaha. funny joke! machiam they know i will migrate to japan.

gtg. bye for now! *in a w-inds. paradise!*